Trying not to post too many unhappy things here, just dont want my blog seems dull...and there's no point to keep thinking bout it already. passed....!!

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不是太闷，而是想念...

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Sometimes it's better to act don't know, because once you know, maybe that thing gonna hurt you very deeply or strongly affect you..sometimes, it's also better to accept..Yea, I have no idea, to accept or to act nothing happen since I already cannot differentiate what is truth and what is fake. Everything is recycling.. What is happening to me, is depending on what I did to people before? Why it never have an ending.. I wanted to end, to forget! and what I really need is strong persistent and more encouragement. It's already no point, to find out the truth..I don't want to lie myself anymore, but sometimes I do. You'll ask why am I so contradictory...I can only answer, I have tried my best... But don't worry, life is not that tough for me. I can get used to it and pass through the toughest moment.

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yes, I did something stupid again. I am fooling myself again! out of control!! calm down please argh my god!!! >:( haiz.. useless!!fail!!

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It has been a long time I left away from my blog, yes today I am here, hi. Obviously, it's the time for SPM to end and tomorrow,(Monday) will be my last paper. Yeah, I admit that I never put my heart and never care for this paper, that's Chinese. Many people said that we are Chinese and we have to know or learn this subject well, but I'm so sorry to say that I really dislike this subject so much=.= I have no idea why, it's very hard for me to memorize the Chinese idioms, like an impossible thing, i think i'm going to give up. Not only this, there're a lot of chinese words which I don't know how to write and spell, LOL.. so ashamed? haa,, no I'm not since I already gave up. But I'll try my best to do it on Monday.

Now, I started thinking my life after my SPM, and my life when I leave away from my hometown to study. How it will be? I am a little bit excited to take a new challenge in my life. Could it be better? Few things happened recently, it's not convenient for me to share it out here, and the things really annoyed me and making me think in a negative way sometimes. So I'm trying to control, finding more and more activities for myself, prevent myself from thinking about it. Though I cannot did well this few days, it will be possible one day :)

yeah, it's the time to continue memorizing the stupid idioms.... bye n nights~ :* xoxo
end my post with this song :P he's amazing!

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小学，你哭了，整个班级围过来问你怎么了；中学，你难过，几个死党拥抱，告诉你还有我们，没关系；大学，没人管你怎样。工作了，人家只会觉得你演技很棒。其实，成长就是逼着你一个人去坚强。 

不管昨天发生了什么，不管昨天的自己有多难堪，有多无奈，有多苦涩，都过去了，不会再来，也无法更改。就让昨天把所有的苦、所有的累、所有的痛远远地带走吧，而今天，我要收拾心情，重新出发。

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This might be the time to loose my hand, loose my heart and loose my mind, let go everything, everything changed into memories. Gambateh 1015 :)...

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no~ not qualify.. im not qualify at all. i will let it be an ending here. i promise, i try. :)

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I am wondering what to entertain myself? I only have dramas now. Whenever I m bored with it, any other thing to do to entertain myself? sleep? jogs? online? blog? youtube? any other? online games? or ? .....

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Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin' 'bout everythin' we've been through
Maybe I've been goin' back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now, I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you "
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now

That you'd be here by now

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now I can conclude, May is totally not a good month for me! for only today, something had already driving me very crazy and feeling that my mood is uncontrollable. I am sorry that I show out my bad mood today and I am not happy with myself because of it. and some more, my mid-term exam is coming very soon and I am totally not ready and prepare at all. guess I will be very very stress in the coming weeks.

I am here today, actually is to vent out my dissatisfaction of something that is driving me very mad today! Here's the story start,

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Don't live your life with hatred in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, "What you did to me is okay." It is saying, "I'm not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever". Forgiveness is the answer. Let go, find peace, liberate yourself. And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it's for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time. :)

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Sometimes we just have to keep our dignity away for a while and accept something different, find out something new in a new way and with a different opinion! :]

Do you agree? This is what I think of almost everyday when I have nothing to do. Do we really understand all about LIFE? No, no one could really fully understand. Yes, everyone has different opinion, sees things in a different way. That's why, we could not blame anyone who has different sight and opinion with us, because everyone has their own freedom and rights, to choose, to do anything. Everyone, should not trying to affect others and try to change others to have the same opinion with their own self isn't it? :) I am trying to change myself, I just want myself to have be more understanding and keep calm in any situation. Face and cope problems with a good resistance and positive thinking. I don't want any hatred appear in my heart, I want my heart to be peace and full with strong tolerance, I want a forgiving heart. Yea, sometimes we don't need to too care about our dignity, we should learn to put down and learn not to be rude, even in speaking, action and treating others, we can give suggestions and opinion, but the same time do mind our words and phases when we speak, don't let it to be too much or excessive. :) This is not pretending, and acting, think in another way, maybe this way, we can keep a person's dignity and their reputation in front of others. A person's reputation is very important, and I admit that I am very care about my reputation very much. So, I must think about others too! I am here to sorry to those people, who hurt by my words and phases when I speak to them in daily life. Now I have to stop this. Trying to be kind :D Sometimes, I don't need to believe or listen to rumors that comes from other party? Maybe it will not be the truth and we cannot fully trust it and use it to conclude anything. Right? Just be kind and try to make life go on smooth. I really want to live without rumors, but we cannot control others, those who want to create rumor. That's why, sometimes, don't we just ignore it and live better? :)

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I had my 1st term exam result. It's not as worse as I think before :) The worst subject gonna be add maths, when I see the test paper which had been marked , what? 40 marks? E ????!! just at the corner, to fail.. I was like..so terrible.. and take a look with the correct answers, some questions, is easy, and I think I can did it right. But I dont know why I fail to do it during the exam. some of them, I left BLANK...what am I thinking at the moment? too nervous? I spent too much time on those harder questions. and so LUCKILY, some of them I did it correctly. When I check clearly, thank god, teacher has counted wrong my marks, it was 51.. at least. C now.. other subject is just okay. I can do better isn't it? :)
I use to, suppose to accept my life now right? I suppose to take everything, as normal. Do not care and think over too right? Those things had left away, and I am not suppose to care about it anymore. Only few months to go. I can tolerance. I can act to be nothing at all ! :) I can only tell myself: "yeah, this is life, life is going to be like this". I have did a psychological test just now, from a magazine, it said that my life is going "fashionable" enough, but my life is kinda hard and tough? huh? at that time I asked myself, huh? is it? LOL, forget it... just a test what.. right, I should not believe it, it may be hard for now, currently only. I know it will not last long. I am not going to leave any feeling on it? should I? since they seems no longer care about it already, I dont have to hope for too much right.

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"This wasn't a choice between you and Jacob. It was a choice between who I am and who I should be."

-Bella Swan.

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Trying not to post too many unhappy things here, just dont want my blog seems dull...and there's no point to keep thinking bout it already. passed....!!

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不是太闷，而是想念...

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Sometimes it's better to act don't know, because once you know, maybe that thing gonna hurt you very deeply or strongly affect you..sometimes, it's also better to accept..Yea, I have no idea, to accept or to act nothing happen since I already cannot differentiate what is truth and what is fake. Everything is recycling.. What is happening to me, is depending on what I did to people before? Why it never have an ending.. I wanted to end, to forget! and what I really need is strong persistent and more encouragement. It's already no point, to find out the truth..I don't want to lie myself anymore, but sometimes I do. You'll ask why am I so contradictory...I can only answer, I have tried my best... But don't worry, life is not that tough for me. I can get used to it and pass through the toughest moment.

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yes, I did something stupid again. I am fooling myself again! out of control!! calm down please argh my god!!! >:( haiz.. useless!!fail!!

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It has been a long time I left away from my blog, yes today I am here, hi. Obviously, it's the time for SPM to end and tomorrow,(Monday) will be my last paper. Yeah, I admit that I never put my heart and never care for this paper, that's Chinese. Many people said that we are Chinese and we have to know or learn this subject well, but I'm so sorry to say that I really dislike this subject so much=.= I have no idea why, it's very hard for me to memorize the Chinese idioms, like an impossible thing, i think i'm going to give up. Not only this, there're a lot of chinese words which I don't know how to write and spell, LOL.. so ashamed? haa,, no I'm not since I already gave up. But I'll try my best to do it on Monday.

Now, I started thinking my life after my SPM, and my life when I leave away from my hometown to study. How it will be? I am a little bit excited to take a new challenge in my life. Could it be better? Few things happened recently, it's not convenient for me to share it out here, and the things really annoyed me and making me think in a negative way sometimes. So I'm trying to control, finding more and more activities for myself, prevent myself from thinking about it. Though I cannot did well this few days, it will be possible one day :)

yeah, it's the time to continue memorizing the stupid idioms.... bye n nights~ :* xoxo
end my post with this song :P he's amazing!

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小学，你哭了，整个班级围过来问你怎么了；中学，你难过，几个死党拥抱，告诉你还有我们，没关系；大学，没人管你怎样。工作了，人家只会觉得你演技很棒。其实，成长就是逼着你一个人去坚强。 

不管昨天发生了什么，不管昨天的自己有多难堪，有多无奈，有多苦涩，都过去了，不会再来，也无法更改。就让昨天把所有的苦、所有的累、所有的痛远远地带走吧，而今天，我要收拾心情，重新出发。

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This might be the time to loose my hand, loose my heart and loose my mind, let go everything, everything changed into memories. Gambateh 1015 :)...

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no~ not qualify.. im not qualify at all. i will let it be an ending here. i promise, i try. :)

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I am wondering what to entertain myself? I only have dramas now. Whenever I m bored with it, any other thing to do to entertain myself? sleep? jogs? online? blog? youtube? any other? online games? or ? .....

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Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin' 'bout everythin' we've been through
Maybe I've been goin' back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now, I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you "
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there, if you're somewhere, if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I'd take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now

That you'd be here by now

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now I can conclude, May is totally not a good month for me! for only today, something had already driving me very crazy and feeling that my mood is uncontrollable. I am sorry that I show out my bad mood today and I am not happy with myself because of it. and some more, my mid-term exam is coming very soon and I am totally not ready and prepare at all. guess I will be very very stress in the coming weeks.

I am here today, actually is to vent out my dissatisfaction of something that is driving me very mad today! Here's the story start,

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Don't live your life with hatred in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, "What you did to me is okay." It is saying, "I'm not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever". Forgiveness is the answer. Let go, find peace, liberate yourself. And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it's for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time. :)

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Sometimes we just have to keep our dignity away for a while and accept something different, find out something new in a new way and with a different opinion! :]

Do you agree? This is what I think of almost everyday when I have nothing to do. Do we really understand all about LIFE? No, no one could really fully understand. Yes, everyone has different opinion, sees things in a different way. That's why, we could not blame anyone who has different sight and opinion with us, because everyone has their own freedom and rights, to choose, to do anything. Everyone, should not trying to affect others and try to change others to have the same opinion with their own self isn't it? :) I am trying to change myself, I just want myself to have be more understanding and keep calm in any situation. Face and cope problems with a good resistance and positive thinking. I don't want any hatred appear in my heart, I want my heart to be peace and full with strong tolerance, I want a forgiving heart. Yea, sometimes we don't need to too care about our dignity, we should learn to put down and learn not to be rude, even in speaking, action and treating others, we can give suggestions and opinion, but the same time do mind our words and phases when we speak, don't let it to be too much or excessive. :) This is not pretending, and acting, think in another way, maybe this way, we can keep a person's dignity and their reputation in front of others. A person's reputation is very important, and I admit that I am very care about my reputation very much. So, I must think about others too! I am here to sorry to those people, who hurt by my words and phases when I speak to them in daily life. Now I have to stop this. Trying to be kind :D Sometimes, I don't need to believe or listen to rumors that comes from other party? Maybe it will not be the truth and we cannot fully trust it and use it to conclude anything. Right? Just be kind and try to make life go on smooth. I really want to live without rumors, but we cannot control others, those who want to create rumor. That's why, sometimes, don't we just ignore it and live better? :)

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I had my 1st term exam result. It's not as worse as I think before :) The worst subject gonna be add maths, when I see the test paper which had been marked , what? 40 marks? E ????!! just at the corner, to fail.. I was like..so terrible.. and take a look with the correct answers, some questions, is easy, and I think I can did it right. But I dont know why I fail to do it during the exam. some of them, I left BLANK...what am I thinking at the moment? too nervous? I spent too much time on those harder questions. and so LUCKILY, some of them I did it correctly. When I check clearly, thank god, teacher has counted wrong my marks, it was 51.. at least. C now.. other subject is just okay. I can do better isn't it? :)
I use to, suppose to accept my life now right? I suppose to take everything, as normal. Do not care and think over too right? Those things had left away, and I am not suppose to care about it anymore. Only few months to go. I can tolerance. I can act to be nothing at all ! :) I can only tell myself: "yeah, this is life, life is going to be like this". I have did a psychological test just now, from a magazine, it said that my life is going "fashionable" enough, but my life is kinda hard and tough? huh? at that time I asked myself, huh? is it? LOL, forget it... just a test what.. right, I should not believe it, it may be hard for now, currently only. I know it will not last long. I am not going to leave any feeling on it? should I? since they seems no longer care about it already, I dont have to hope for too much right.

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"This wasn't a choice between you and Jacob. It was a choice between who I am and who I should be."

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