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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 |
Happy Birthday to Malaysia♥ 31st August 1957, Malaysia's Merdeka day :) today is the 53rd year that Malaysia! Happy Birthday to Malaysia. I was so bored just now, and I've created something by using photoshop. Let's check it out.
Done by me :D
Happy Merdeka~
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Bless to all Malaysian, live in peaceful, justice [no racism]! , happy - forever!
once again, Happy Birthday Malaysia!
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Saturday, August 28, 2010 |
Control's in My Hand!? I know that I should control myself not to think about it anymore, but sometimes I'm really emotional! Fcuk it! We should not be friends anymore? Is this the GOOD way? or a BAD one? One of my friend "suggested" me not to be friend! She does not like that both of us are still friends and she said she will try to destroy the friendship between me n X! LOL! haaa..! She does not want me to reply the msg that X sent!
Well, actually, I should follow what she said, but just fine..As everyone said, everything past mah! But sometimes I just cannot control myself? really FML!!
There's no one can help me in this matter that store inside my inner heart. Even for myself, I don't know how to share it to others also!! aikz.. Iam such FAILURE person right?! I cannot deny that this is the worst matter that I've encountered with.. It change my whole person, my whole mind and even more++..
So I really don't know what should I do next, just let fate and God decide everything for me. Just follow my own opinion, do whatever I want just like last time, do not care about what people say. Heyyya, but sometimes I just can't do that? For example, Dont care about what people say? If they're too over, excessively, How? I'm a girl who is very mind about how people look on me, judge on me. See! again, this is the problem, being contradictory again!
I'm pretty sure that you're confused on what I'm saying in this post, because I don't even understand what I've said too! == If dear readers don't like it just ignore it~~ I just want to utter and give vent to my blog xP
That's all... Go for Lunch! :) I wish, everything will be fine~ God Bless Carolicious♥
Be Happy :]
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Thursday, August 26, 2010 |
messed-up! I didn't get enough sleep,
I didn't have good mood,
I got swollen & panda eyes,
I lost the real me,
I lost my confidence,
I blame on myself,
I am emotional,
I can change my mood in a short time,
I hate myself......
This is the FAILURE ME, for this whole month! I've lost my mood to blog! Actually I've a lot of things want to blog about, but just fine! If I really want to do it, I think the post will be as long as the cloth! This is what I had in this whole month! F? why? FOR WHAT?! I think all my friends knew about this and I don't have to mention more already right. although everything is clear and fine already , but I've got knew something, and I am really hurts and exhausted! but just fine, as they said, I should not influence by those person! not worth! a person who is not trustworthy at all! The person just keep on asking me to trust him but he didn't do anything that worth for me to trust and in the opposite, he did everything that disappointed me, hurt me! FINE. I should 看开点! not the first time already, so PLEASE, carol, don't too mind or care about it, u can do it, don't u? There're more and more people care about u isn't it? stop everything.. got it ends! treasure the one who is worth for u :] ~
And I really want to thanks my sista*s here! they really care about me.. help me, console me, cheer me when I'm messing my life,when I lost myself, and accompany me when I'm really sad and even crying until 2~3 of the midnight every night! especially thanks for MeiZhen's help and console♥! She really helped and console me lots! same time I am so sorry, I knew this is my own matter, but I have brought the troubles to you guys :( I'm SORRY! Please don't too worry about me already =) ♥I promise you guys, I'll find the ♥REAL CAROL♥ back! though I'm not fully cured yet, I'll try my best not to think about it, and get the real me back to my life again! This is the worst trouble that I have ever meet before. Hurts me deeply to my inner heart, inner pains. Well, now, just let everything go.. past! RIGHT? :]
Don't say much about this already, prepared to sleep now! I've been long time didn't sleep well already!! I AM MISSING MY DREAMS :D GoGo~ ♥ya guys.. muakz..
LuffLuff,
Carolicious BABE♥
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Thursday, August 19, 2010 |
for the forth coming months Since a long time I didn't update right. So now, I'm free and have the proper mood to have an update. So? what cha going on guys? Yes I'm still alright (: Thanks for those who cared and worried about me in the time when I'm helpless.♥
As you know, I have finished my Trail Exam, and this week is for me to have a little relax and know about my result see whether which subs I have to catch up.
BM: ya this is my weak sub, I got C!!! only 61 marks for it ): I think I've chose the wrong questions for my paper two this time ): My bm essay is the worst!
BI: I'm quite satisfy. I got A for this. :)
BC: I think I'll get C for BC too=.= because I fed up for this sub! I am a Chinese yea, but I am WEAK in Chinese! F!! It is damn HARD!
Math: I got A for this too, but still have to improve. My skill is still weaker than others! D: [more exercise start from next month]
Science: A also because I am lucky maybe. I have 6 questions wrong in paper 1!! and have 50 for paper 2[unbelievable?!] well, still have to improve lah!
History: I SHIIIT THIS! I thought I can get 70+ some more! FINALY? 65! WTH! HAIZ!!
Geography: Unbelievable!! I got A for this time maybe :O!! LOL!! My geography is so weak for my past exam every time! THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE :) god bless♥
KH: :( 65 also!! HAIZ! This paper was very hard for me. Especially my "selection" part!! It's about question 40-60. I've a lots wrong in this part ):
Well, I only have 4 A's for my Trail ): and one of it was not a stable "A"!! All I have to do is strive for my FINAL ! Hope that I can get my target ! GOD BLESS. I LOVE YOU!
I'm feeling so weird of myself. I don't even want to touch my phone although it rings many times! Do you think that I am silly? =.= I don't reply people's message. Don't even read it too! Am I lazy to reply..? Just fine, it's a good thing maybe~? And if I still doing like this continously, people will not text me anymore and I'll not busy typing message every time! And you know! The "Sony.E" phone that I'm using currently was fcuking LAG ok! I've used it for more than 2 years already! It's LAG like hell when I used to type Chinese, keypad is not sensitive anymore, need to press a lot of time for number 2 and *!!! Always disconnect with my SD card! Plus!automaticly off by itself sometimes! WTF phone is this? I wish to change it!! Don't dare to demand to my parent!! I want a new ♥Samsung Jet s8000 D:
Oh yeah today, there's a music demo held in my school. It's quite awesome and I really wished to learn the "viola".. Because I think it sounds nicer than violin :) wondering that I do have potential to learn? LOL!! I just want to TRY!! :S
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This Saturday is going to be the Final of the Basketball Competition :) My sch's team is involve in the Champion and 2nd place match! LOL! As everyone wish, they could get champion la!! But there's a bit hard yaaa, GOD BLESS larh ♥ :P
share a nice Korean songs here :)
♥I.LOVE.BOMPARK♥ :D
Luff,
Carolicious
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Sunday, August 15, 2010 |
happened! Although I've finished my trail exam, but I'm not happy at all, for the whole week..sorry, I don't wish to post the things that happened because I don't hope to talk about it anymore, and it's a matter that full of sadness, despair and eager. Could anyone willing to help me now? I am really sad and hates now. I hope there's people could help me but I don't wish to implicate anyone already. I implicated someone who helped me, console me, accompany me! I'm feeling very sorry but he don't want me to say sorry! I can only say that I'm so helpless now, although I've made a proper decision for myself, but this decision hurt people, and making everyone else misunderstand me. I really don't like when people misunderstood me! T-T
Everyone will not think properly about the matter. Because they only heard from one side! And they heard the fake one! They'll only judge everything by what they've seen! by their eyes! yes, I don't deny that everyone trust their eye, but please, we need to make everything clear before judging! you should not simply judge by only listen from one side and full of trust with it just because the one who tell you was your good friend. This is unfair! unfair!!
What should I do? You really make my world, my life, my ORIGINAL personality - UPSIDE DOWN.. I am being so confident, assertive that time, but now? I can't decide! Should I go to the Final Competition this Saturday? Can I forget everything? Can I cure the hurt of my inner heart?
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Saturday, August 7, 2010 |
wish to make everything CLEAR I am really sorry and I really want to know about your currently status. I don't know why, the matter is confusing me right now! Why do you want to do that so?! What NOW??! You've did things that shock me and making me more CURIOUS! I just want a satisfy answer for each question! God bless! FML now! can't even control my mood!
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Monday, August 2, 2010 |
Birthday Surprise Yeah, I am officially 15 now! My important day has passed :) I want to thank to everyone who wished me, blessed me, gifted me! I love y'all!
This time, I'm really full of my gratitude to you guys! I knew you all want to make a surprise party for me on last Friday. But unfortunately, someone mistakenly told me about that. He spoil the sport and I'm not feeling that well also because there're no surprises for me anymore D: well, just fine, he's not purposely one! guys, please forgive him :) Because I am already HAPPY with the BBQ Birthday Party!
There's something that surprise me, and I never expect this could happen! My net friend- CCY[Mr. Chin Chian Yao] sent a bday gift to MeiZhen by PostLaju and asked her give it to me on the day =) I'm really surprise, thanks a lot ccy! Really Really thank you to all my dear friends for the Party, the Present[SWATCH WATCH], the food, the photos and more.. Here, specially thanks to the person :) who sending me birthday to my house at 12am on the day of 28th.
charcoal is not enough lar!!
we blow the birthday candles on the same day!
I knew there're something happened before 28th, yes I'm okay now, and everything is okay right now. Thanks for those who care about me and really thanks to MeiZhen & JingYi BABEH being my good listener all the time! :)
And I want to 'introduce' that, our school's Leo Club installation was really nice & awesome :D! This time is different, as usual, few of us will involve in some performances such as dancing or singing. Due to the exam, we've no time to practise~ This is the first time I didn't involve in the performance of the installation! I'm just be in charge in taking photography of those people who performing on the stage =D hahaa. feeling quite nice one, seems like acting PRO :P
my dancing partner :P [but I don't dance with him this time]
me & DarDar
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Saturday, went to Puchong to take photography of my second sister's graduate in the Studio. and same time, we took Family photos with wearing princess white gown too :D It took us about 4 hours included the 'making-up' time! from 3pm to 7pm! Tiring all of us! with different pose and keep smiling to the photographer. goshh, I can't wait to see the photos xD very excited!
The next day morning, went to sister's convocation in MMU, plus taking lots of photos! waiting ChelleChelle to edit them and post them to Facebook!
Congratulation Karen Jie !!
Phit-cha, I think that's all I want to say.. and I feeling sleepy some more~ gotta sleep NAO! see ya guys!♥
Luff BABEH,
Carolicious♥
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