
Thursday, September 9, 2010 |
DOWN DOWN DOWN!!
Just
STOP talking to me because my mood is seriously DOWN now!! I'm very very mad now! Firstly, okay forgive me, I admit that I'm during my period now! The following things that made me MAD is- I thought I can go and watch the
match on tonight and I've prepared everything, then when I ask my mum again; besides saying no, she said a lot of things!! Irritated me! yes, I admitted that I'm very dissatisfy with her now, can she stop talking like that?! WHAT? I don't study?! what the hell? Can she ask herself, did she know when I'm studying / doing my revision since she was always busy doing her household chores every time?
I'm not like those children who love to pretend in front of their parent for letting them know that they're so obedient, so hardworking or WHATEVER! THIS IS FUCKING FAKE! JUST PRETENDING!
She's always staying at downstairs while I'm doing my revision at upstairs! SO how can she sees me?! WELL, you want me to take all my books / etc and go to downstairs to do my revision is it? If she is not sure that whether I have did my revision or don't, please don't simply conclude or say that I DON'T STUDY!?! This is really hurts me and making me down!
Please don't ask me to explain! Because I really DO explain every time! But she just kept on judging on me negatively! These make me do not like to talk with her sincerely and heart-to-heart anymore! Just because she doesn't want to accept my explanation every time and they think that they're always the RIGHT one! I don't deny that I've did wrong too, but if she really listen properly to me, I won't do like this!! I hate my fucking lousy life now! I'm really DOWN and full of hates now!
F..........!
And Zixuan, I'm feeling quite sorry to you because I've promised you to go tonight and you've helped us to find somebody to fetch us, BUT I told you that I can't go already in a sudden. Same time, there's no gals going with you already, and finally you lost your mood and not going anymore. I knew you must be hoping to watch the match.. me too ): sorry.. and sorry to those players and teacher too, because I've told them earlier that all of us will be going to watch the match that they play in today and being their strong supporters ): sorry all..
Ignore me if you think that I am so CRAZY and SILLY.. So frustrated again! I knew I'm really failure!! I'll support y'all silently here.. I hope it'll be a GOOD NEWS later! I'll bless for y'all!
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Thursday, September 9, 2010 |
DOWN DOWN DOWN!!
Just
STOP talking to me because my mood is seriously DOWN now!! I'm very very mad now! Firstly, okay forgive me, I admit that I'm during my period now! The following things that made me MAD is- I thought I can go and watch the
match on tonight and I've prepared everything, then when I ask my mum again; besides saying no, she said a lot of things!! Irritated me! yes, I admitted that I'm very dissatisfy with her now, can she stop talking like that?! WHAT? I don't study?! what the hell? Can she ask herself, did she know when I'm studying / doing my revision since she was always busy doing her household chores every time?
I'm not like those children who love to pretend in front of their parent for letting them know that they're so obedient, so hardworking or WHATEVER! THIS IS FUCKING FAKE! JUST PRETENDING!
She's always staying at downstairs while I'm doing my revision at upstairs! SO how can she sees me?! WELL, you want me to take all my books / etc and go to downstairs to do my revision is it? If she is not sure that whether I have did my revision or don't, please don't simply conclude or say that I DON'T STUDY!?! This is really hurts me and making me down!
Please don't ask me to explain! Because I really DO explain every time! But she just kept on judging on me negatively! These make me do not like to talk with her sincerely and heart-to-heart anymore! Just because she doesn't want to accept my explanation every time and they think that they're always the RIGHT one! I don't deny that I've did wrong too, but if she really listen properly to me, I won't do like this!! I hate my fucking lousy life now! I'm really DOWN and full of hates now!
F..........!
And Zixuan, I'm feeling quite sorry to you because I've promised you to go tonight and you've helped us to find somebody to fetch us, BUT I told you that I can't go already in a sudden. Same time, there's no gals going with you already, and finally you lost your mood and not going anymore. I knew you must be hoping to watch the match.. me too ): sorry.. and sorry to those players and teacher too, because I've told them earlier that all of us will be going to watch the match that they play in today and being their strong supporters ): sorry all..
Ignore me if you think that I am so CRAZY and SILLY.. So frustrated again! I knew I'm really failure!! I'll support y'all silently here.. I hope it'll be a GOOD NEWS later! I'll bless for y'all!
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