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Thursday, August 26, 2010 | messed-up!


I didn't get enough sleep,
I didn't have good mood,
I got swollen & panda eyes,
I lost the real me,
I lost my confidence,
I blame on myself,
I am emotional,
I can change my mood in a short time,
I hate myself......

This is the FAILURE ME, for this whole month! I've lost my mood to blog! Actually I've a lot of things want to blog about, but just fine! If I really want to do it, I think the post will be as long as the cloth! This is what I had in this whole month! F? why? FOR WHAT?! I think all my friends knew about this and I don't have to mention more already right. although everything is clear and fine already , but I've got knew something, and I am really hurts and exhausted! but just fine, as they said, I should not influence by those person! not worth! a person who is not trustworthy at all! The person just keep on asking me to trust him but he didn't do anything that worth for me to trust and in the opposite, he did everything that disappointed me, hurt me! FINE. I should 看开点! not the first time already, so PLEASE, carol, don't too mind or care about it, u can do it, don't u? There're more and more people care about u isn't it? stop everything.. got it ends! treasure the one who is worth for u :] ~

And I really want to thanks my sista*s here! they really care about me.. help me, console me, cheer me when I'm messing my life,when I lost myself, and accompany me when I'm really sad and even crying until 2~3 of the midnight every night! especially thanks for MeiZhen's help and console♥! She really helped and console me lots! same time I am so sorry, I knew this is my own matter, but I have brought the troubles to you guys :( I'm SORRY! Please don't too worry about me already =) ♥I promise you guys, I'll find the ♥REAL CAROL♥ back! though I'm not fully cured yet, I'll try my best not to think about it, and get the real me back to my life again! This is the worst trouble that I have ever meet before. Hurts me deeply to my inner heart, inner pains. Well, now, just let everything go.. past! RIGHT? :]

Don't say much about this already, prepared to sleep now! I've been long time didn't sleep well already!! I AM MISSING MY DREAMS :D GoGo~ ♥ya guys.. muakz..


LuffLuff,
Carolicious BABE♥

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