

I know that I should control myself not to think about it anymore, but sometimes I'm really emotional! Fcuk it! We should not be friends anymore? Is this the GOOD way? or a BAD one? One of my friend "suggested" me not to be friend! She does not like that both of us are still friends and she said she will try to destroy the friendship between me n X! LOL! haaa..! She does not want me to reply the msg that X sent!
Well, actually, I should follow what she said, but just fine..As everyone said, everything past mah! But sometimes I just cannot control myself? really FML!!
There's no one can help me in this matter that store inside my inner heart. Even for myself, I don't know how to share it to others also!! aikz.. Iam such FAILURE person right?! I cannot deny that this is the worst matter that I've encountered with.. It change my whole person, my whole mind and even more++..
So I really don't know what should I do next, just let fate and God decide everything for me. Just follow my own opinion, do whatever I want just like last time, do not care about what people say. Heyyya, but sometimes I just can't do that? For example, Dont care about what people say? If they're too over, excessively, How? I'm a girl who is very mind about how people look on me, judge on me. See! again, this is the problem, being contradictory again!
I'm pretty sure that you're confused on what I'm saying in this post, because I don't even understand what I've said too! == If dear readers don't like it just ignore it~~ I just want to utter and give vent to my blog xP
That's all... Go for Lunch! :) I wish, everything will be fine~ God Bless Carolicious♥
Be Happy :]
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by carOliciOus
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