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Sunday, April 4, 2010 | I want to be professional !

Sometimes, I really feel LONELY D:.. Hey, do not get me wrong, I don't need a boyfriend as my companion right now! because you know, single is my best choice! "I don't need a MAN!" x)

Continue*,and yes, I'm feeling so lonely now x(, the first reason, there're no more sisters staying with me nowadays.. all of them were at outstation for work and study.. It's not like few years ago, I'm still small, with primary school's life, simple, happy and always having my elder sister[s] to accompany :) but who realize, time fly really fast, I've been being alone, with no more sisters's accompanying for about 3 years D:! though they''ll still coming back at weekend sometimes, but the time that they're staying here is really SHORT!! I can feel it, it's just like 1 night time! and I really miss them sometimes :O, I really DO! and I'm missing them right now ! so much ~

Secondly, I think my thought is getting mature, serious! :X* as i think~For me, there're no more childhood in my life nowadays. I really miss my childhood in this moment. and today, when I'm on my way back after praying, daddy's car stop and waiting for traffic light, I saw a little baby boy with his mother carrying him, inside a car which was also waiting for the traffic light. The cute little baby boy, keep looking at me, and smile to me:)and, I smiled..:) and I keep thinking, How nice to be a little child, a baby:), they're always simple, happy , innocent; no stress, no burden..

But, sorry Carol, stop your day-dreaming :O, there're a lot of things are still waiting for you, to strive for it, to sacrifice for it, to put much much effort on it! ; If you don't, there'll be NO success in all life time! I must learn to be stronger, be tough.. though how lonely you're, you still have to be brave and face to everything! though how hard the journey is, don't uttered any cry of despair! I hope I can do this, though it seems so impossible, I'll still try my best. Try to remind myself to think positively always!

and I told myself : " I want to be professional ! "


Luff,
carOl♥


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