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a step into my old diary.

2011-11-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

Finally my Form 4 life is going to end. wow, fast, this year passes like a thunder. For me, I think it could be a good thing, because I really wish to finish my secondary life faster. I really hate the feeling of waiting, preparing for the government exam like SPM that I must have to face next year~ I looking forward to experience my new life, knowing new friends, getting close to the realistic society.

Now, I am feeling such lifeless. 2 more weeks to my long holidays of 1 1/2 month. I wish to stop attending school which has no special event. Other hand, there is nothing else I can do if I stay at home. what a..contradiction!? that's why I blog today. If there is still reader following, reading, I am so glad and full of gratitude to the follower :) Maybe you will see me in here again, soon ~

to be continue.. ;)

My Sweet 16th.

2011-07-31T14:50:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I am officially 16 now. 16 years I have been growing in this earth, in a safe, loving, daring, warm situation. Feeling so touch and thankful to everyone. Especially to family and companion. Thank you for everyone's wishes and gift. Specially thanks to all my best best friends for holding the awesome party! A day which was full of joy. :) I love you all so much. and the Hello Kitty Cake, FujiFilm instax mini 7s really fulfilled my dream! I am so thankful. :'D I am so TOUCHED!! melts my heart <3

Angry Bird cake for XueTing. 27th July 1995

Cars Birthday Cake for Kar Jin. 28th July 1995

Kitty Cake for me T-T. 28th July 1995.

I am coming, RTM of KL!

2011-07-26T22:49:00.002+08:00

OWH YEAHHHHHH, we won the choir competition of the patriotic song in state level today! I am mad happy and excited now! we'll represent our state to the national level competition at RTM of Kuala Lumpur. We beat ChanWa! oh yeaaaa, the shocking and foolish expression of them are still in my mind! muahahha! I am going to be mad now! I dunno what to say already, let's check out some photos and the video! :)

Girls

喜怒哀乐

OMG me ._.!

the conductress v me

check out the video :)

to be continuee.. ~

Early Birthday Gift :D

2011-07-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

taadaa! My early birthday present :) CarloRino Handbag! thanks to my sista[s] much much! I love it and glad to receive it~ and a BR cake, although it is in Durian smell =.= [because the cake is put just beside the durian in the fridge.. goshh]

Someone in facebook said to me that this bag is easily to become dirty, [errhmm, do u mean it doesn't really good?] but as I think, it's okay for me because I seldom carry handbag all the time with me unless I m going to any event or any special place. Yes, it will sure become dirty and old, but hello, human even will growth and become old, what about bag? Everything will also become old okay~ LOLs! and it is in light colour indeed~ it will sure become old, but for the "dirty level", it depends on how you use it

NRC spoil my lovely Thursday.

2011-07-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

Have a small photo-shoot last Sunday

Can you see the MESS behind, my bed was topped with clothes!!

Yay, me

3 Sista[s]

the little queen with me!

acting so professional

Back to topic.

Normally, Thursday should be a very good and lovely day for me, but today is such a meaningless and tiring day! Today I with Fiona, MeiZhen and the bastard genius SMS go to the NRC ( National Robotics Competition ) Zone F organized by SASBADI and MDSI Malaysia at Rembau. We are forced by the principal to go to the competition and we go there just to make ourselves shame, since every school is very professional in the robotics and they have been participated the competition for years. We were told and forced to be the participants a month ago and start preparing on last Saturday, I think should say we start on this MONDAY! So you can see that we're very unwilling to go to the competition. Yes, I cannot deny that the competition is quite interesting ; IF we know how to manage the programming in the robot. But it is so hilarious that we do not have any teacher to teach us about the programming, we only knew some basics taught by a guy from sasbadi.We can't even make the robot follow the black line! gosh, see, can you imagine how shame and ludicrous we go to the competition with no preparation! and the people there are so sucks! They don't allow everyone to take back their robots and we are forced to stay there until the closing ceremony, until 6.00pm! We're not from Seremban or Tampin! We're from Kuala Pilah, we cannnot reach our hometown in a short time pls! Lastly, I also skipped my dance class!! argh$%^@%#@$!!! meaningLESS day! Still have to pass up the Chinese Essay tomorrow! I hate Chinese!

whose, who, when, how, where?

2011-07-17T12:17:00.000+08:00

wonder whose blog is this?
who is the girl inside?
when I stop it?
how to start it over again?
where is my inspiration and mood?

It has been a long long time, I don't step into my little space, since when? I don't even know. see, I don't know to start a post too, how could I leave my 'effort'[ means my blog] for so long time? where can I start now? I think this post is just a 'warming up' for me, I will catch up slowly

There are many things happen during the moment I leave here. I could not mention it all. but those things happen in the future, I will try my best to share them again just like last time I did [if I got time]. I hope my blog's followers are still here, will still give their supports to my space. very sorry for my leaving without any notice and you all will know what is going to happen next, yes, I'm coming back

blesssed & love

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2011-04-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

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enjoy listening.

2011-03-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

Me in the Hectic Life

2011-03-11T22:23:00.001+08:00

Hey guyssss...I feel really weird here :S It had been a long time I never step into my site. For those who still following my blog, I am full of gratitude and a zillion of thank you. But, I guess no one is still following LOL.. Lets see when is my last post.. hmm..24th of Jan. Now..11st of March, gosh, more than a months I did not update. Actually what I was busy on? Homeworks, tuition classes, test? any other activities?..??

Okay, lets talk about my school life first. It is not that easy and relaxing as I expected, well, I can say it is even worse than my form 3 life, last year. I dunno what will be the reason. Example, lets say the test, gosh. Can be said that I don't have an "A" for my first test. I only got a 84 for my History ==. Addmaths, Physics, Biology and Chinese = DIE. I only got 65 - 70 marks for all these subjects..Checking my question paper again now, I realize that I've got so many careless mistakes in Physics and Chemistry paper. :( fortunately I'm still remain 11-15 position in my class.

Now, is a week after the test. I don't know why I am still feeling very tired in the school everyday. Well, I should be very happy now as I have one week school holiday! Even though this holiday is occupied with tuition classes and Choir practice, I am still happy of it and lovin' it, at least I can sleep more as I wish.

I don't really like Facebook nowadays as I don't like to share my own things to public now :S But I will still login regularly. and I have found that my English is getting poor and poor :(..

A hitting news that I found from Facebook just now, disasters are now in everywhere around the world D:.. I felt very sad and fear when I see the news. Earthquake and Tsunami in Japan and will be spread to other country such as New Zealand, Australia, Indonesia, Hawaii and more :( What has proved? Our earth..is sick..All of us cannot expect when will be the doomsday too. Will it really be 2012? No one knows. I guess it starts now. First, disasters act as a warn to human, then more. So, please, human , care of our earth, the home for all of everything!

OFFICIALLY DONE!

2011-01-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

After a tons of busy works for few weeks, oh yes and it is officially done. Guess what is it? yes! The Tee. Everyone is able to order from tomorrow on! :D Take a look at my AWESOME MASTERPIECE xP you might like it, are you?

a tiring Monday.

2011-01-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

Ohhhh Hiiii there! Login and leave a footprint here :).. Had officially finished the Choir Tee that I've been super duper confused with during last few days. But I am kinda sad as my teacher said do not use Pink colour. D: got to choose Black at last. Yes, I do, love Black too, hmm but as I think, it was too simple and too ordinary since my school's other club[s] were making the same colour for past few years. ): I will not give up!! I must ask all choir members one more time!!!^$#$@@#%@.. change the boy's mind! wash their brains!$#$^@#$%@ hiakk hiakk~~~

Had a stayed back at school for choir's audition this afternoon. I guess most of them are doing well and this year is much better since there are more students interested to take part :D and HEY, I am sure you will never regret once you step into our FAMILY !! ;) Yes, I cannot deny everyone will get fed up and tired while practicing again and again, just to prepare for the competition. But please take it as a challenge for your own self. Think positively, see, you can get those things that others cannot get in this big big family!

I am super uber tired and fretful today. I don't know why. I think it might be too many works to do and too many things for me to think about. I am wondering when I could take a break. I am looking forward for more HOLIDAYS now! I need to take rest. I want to go through a PEACEFUL day! only one! one day - 24 hours is enough!! I want to put aside those homeworks, tuition classes, assignments, and etc..~ and there's one more work for me now- to design a costume, for choir member. COSTUME?! oh heyyyy hello, teacher really expect too much on me!!! I am not that "PRO" okaaaaaaaay? I have NO IDEA about it :S ahhhhhhh. help....stressful.....I think I am going to be crazy, that's why sometimes I have to be SILLY to relax myself.
Suddenly, I miss curl hair so much T_T

I know You all miss me!

2011-01-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

Ahh, are you feeling very impatient already? as I don't update for more than a week? :P Sorry guysss! I almost forget my bloggie, and there was someone requesting me to update. Okay I am here now. I am sitting in front of the lappie and writing a new post, doesn't mean I am FREE, I am NOT that FREE. I have not finish my homeworks yet! I am here because I feeling very DULL of keep doing and doing loadssssssss of homeworks!

It was a BIG BIG different between lower form and upper form D: Sciences subjects all the while :S okay, I am not feeling regret! I will not regret since I am very INSIST on choosing Biology! I am ready to suffer, ready to accept failed paper, ready to crying out of despair! :S seems so hopeless* LOL..

I cannot deny I[i guess is all of us] am kinda busy nowadays! Though I've finished the draft of the Choir Tee, I don't think the Tee is acceptable D: God bless me. I don't want to make it again and again and finally NO MORE just like last time! I don't want the same thing to happen again! I will upload the draft after all Choir members, teachers, and the principal accept the Tee >< God Bless God Bless. I had spent my time and spirits to finished it~

ahh, I got to off to copy Synopsis of Novel ~ Stay turned

3rd Jan 2011.

2011-01-03T22:49:00.004+08:00

Wasssup guys ~ Long time didn't see myself in this costume! LOL! How was your first school reopen day today? For me, it wasn't a good day .. But is a grand new year with a new principal, for me, he is okay, just in "this moment" maybe? "TEMPORARY" I guess~ LOL! Honestly, I just don't like the way he talks, he gives speech, I strongly want to request! Oh dear Principal, please oh please talk in a faster speed please thank you! He has just created some new rules, that was, we MUST wear the NECKTIE while we are in school yesyes, everyone hates it I guess, but fine, have no choice!! Somemore, we must have "assembly" every morning..argh,, why?!#!.. D: faint ! Some more, today he asked that does anyone has his/her own blog, he said he wanted to visit. LOL I am sorry! I will NEVER EVER let you know. Because I don't need a "guard" to look after my blog! This is everyone's freedom to express in their own station. I am not willing to let you visit mine, to prevent any unnecessary trouble! That's all for today Stay tuned.

I am not ready.

2011-01-02T19:09:00.001+08:00

Heyy! Tomorrow is 3rd of January? It was Monday and it's time for back to school? Honestly, I can really say that I AM DEFINITELY NOT READY YET! ewww, I am still in the Holiday mood! I could not imagine how my school life would be in 2011, with new school principal and some new teachers. Of course I am so glad that the previous shitty principal had been transfered to Bahau school, and I am sure that all the students there will starts their suffering school life from tomorrow on ..good luck then.

Seriously, I dunno I should be glad or upset about the truth that I am going to 16 now! SIXTEEN! I knew this is very annoying but I still have to say, time flies away like in a thunder and lightning time! I could not believe I had just pass my stressful Form 3 life with PMR over in a ~~SHORT WHILE~~? I could not accept my next "target" is ~~SPM~~ now? ahh, I don't used to think about these stressful thingy now! Lets prepared backpack for tomorrow. Don't be cheated by my look and sentences here, honestly, I am a BAD GIRL . Because of my stubbornness, I've been blacklisted in the stupid student data I guess! LOL! Don't ask me to be good and obedient in this NEW year because I trust myself that I've already doing my best in tolerating those unreasonable teacher! I dunno whether I will be asked to go to the teacher's office or principal room or not, in this year! I will only try my best to do myself well from now on[don't simply trust what I said!]

p/s: have to wake at 4am tomorrow! 4.30am reached school and own my best seats in the class room! LOL! do MORNING CALL me ..

Carolicious.

HEllo! 2011!

2011-01-01T02:20:00.004+08:00

GOODBYE to 2010- which a year with loads of happiness, and also sadness.

Welcome and a HUGE HELLO to 2011, I hope this was a year for letting me go on everything smoothly, successfully! I wish. It was a HAPPY year for me with passing through my sweet 16! ;D

Carol bless for you all <3have FUN! ;)

I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!

2010-12-29T00:39:00.009+08:00

woah, share a SECRET to you guys here, yes due to my post title, I am so PROUD of myself now LOR! You know why? I accidentally saw someone, uhm, i think she was one of my blog readers! ahh, I need to say thanks to her because of "keep" following my blog and COPY A LOT OF THINGS FROM MY BLOG! Alright, are you feeling guilty when you read until here? Please stop trying to copy any things from here lo! eg: cbox, blog menu, visitor counter, labels! oh damn god, I don't want to mention more since you are still an ignorant kid yes I understood! Please lo. Do use your own style! hahaha, let me HAO LIAN a while here, I knew I mma famous enough and you are freaky admire me right? you copy my things because you want to be famous like I do too?! am I right!? LOL! Think so! Lastly, please stop being copymeow because I DO HATE copymeow so much until you cant expect!

you like to show off don't you? LOL!

2010-12-28T22:03:00.008+08:00

Everyone loves to show off I guess. here I show all the LeeHom's album that are in my hand now! wahahahahah! He is so awesome and I am so fml love him!!!!

nehhhhh, envy now?~ LOL

Bought a new pair of Pink Lens again. I seriously love Pink colour lens!! They looks great and natural enough!

uhhmmm, actually that 31.05.2010 dated there is a manufacture day or EXPIRE DAY?!

LOL!!

Hi!

2010-12-28T16:15:00.007+08:00

♥Hello everyone :) uhh I knew I always leave for a long time. :S ahh just let me, kay. I will "repost" back what I would like to post :P But for this time, I have my reason for leaving my blog for long time. It's because of my house's internet connection. It was really slow last and last last week! LOL. Glad that it is getting better now. At least TM still got do something to my connection! BUT you guys are freaky SLOW in doing improvement! ~~have to~~ MUST IMPROVE! Had format my lappie :S all my tiny icons gone :( got to save it back from my previous blog post later! argh...stud!

Hell Yeah, finally our PMR results announced~ LOL. 7 A 1 B I got. B in my Malay! :( Actually this result is good or not? Honestly, I don't feel extremely ~~HAPPY and SURPRISE~~ with it I really don't know why. I knew I said like this will cause some people who got a bad result angry at me, ah sorry, because I am just sharing my mood in my blog kay.

wahahahahhahaha! I know I looks stud :S

Christmas had just passed that's mean New Year is not far already. Yes, it's on this Saturday! Firstly, sorry to Fiona because I could not attend the new year eve party at your house this year since I am not around from Thurs to Fri. hmm, kinda Happy as I got some xmas gifts from cousin and sisters :D Sorry I didn't prepared any for you all aiks.. But umm, dear sisters will receive something from me by this Saturday :P trust me ♥ xD

Miss curl hair ~ NO MORE~~

woots, kinda real right? Love Andriod market :P I'm not going to tell u how I do it blahh! Go a head and find it by your OWN self :P!!

and ME with straight hair "manufactured" LOL!!

Owned a new pair of cute earing from MeiZhen last night! Freaky cute and I love it! Thank you so much Darling :X And MeiZhen, I knew your birthday is around the corner :D 4 weeks to go~ Kindly wait for a surprising birthday present from me :P be patient ya. So here is the earing! Devil VS Angel!

That's all :D stay tune. ♥

Gonna say Goodbye to Curly

2010-12-22T10:04:00.001+08:00

Oh my dear curly hair. I m going to straighten my hair later :( byee curly.. Ishhh..Sobs...... Not willing to straighten it but..no choice..

Only freaky worry about my result now. I mma so scareeeee! Godddd! Thursday! It was tomorrow!! super duper NERVOUS thought i already knew how worse my result would be. God please bless me.. T.T i dont want to feel despair again... Pleade give me something which would makes me cry out of joy..

To MeiZhen. Please dont worry too much. You will get what we expect:) I trust you and please trust yourself! I will sms you on time! <3 lovee.

Everyone please give us a Bless :(.

Love ya,
Carol.

Post of the day.

2010-12-15T21:39:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone, sorry for leaving a week without posting. Inspiration come out from my mind suddenly and makes me wanna write something on blog ~ I was very moody these few days as my Nuffnang account had been swift to non-active due to my stupidness AGAIN . I posted ads from youthsays, that's why. Have to wait 4 days to get back glitterati membership! aikss... So I've removed the ads of Youthsays. Well, feel free to click it from my Facebook!

pheww, add-math tuition started on Monday and today is the second day. Oh my gosh, a full and relaxing period after PMR made my brain RUST! LOL.. I've forgotten the formula of some of the form 3 maths question. aiks, it's the time to get all them back now. School life, gonna start soon! . and everyone knew, pmr results announcement is coming out very very soon. Kinda nervous! God bless pleaseee

Kinda jealous of my darling Mzhen, and Fiona had gone to S'pore!! I wish I could celebrate xMas at S'pore too! Sounds cool! with crowded people at everywhere, fireworks everywhere! I WANT TO GO!!! I want everything I loved for my xmas gift!!!

Finished watching Gun Metal Grey, any drama for me to watch now ? any drama to recommend? I feel like I am going to be crazy because the streamyx line is very hollyshit lag and slow from last night until now! I have waited a long time to browse on Facebook , Blogger, Twitter, Gmail n ETC!! I can't even attach a file to the mail just now!!! argh. Malaysia's line is like a tortoise!! A big big different with Taipei or other country! Stupid line!

My hand got allergy again red, swell, itchy and pain! No mood to write more now! I don't deny this is the worst post among all=.= pointless and boring! *ashame*!

tiredddd

2010-12-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

Aahh i m sorry. I m really tired now guys >< have to let my body kiss to the bed noww! Lol. 10.15pm. Today i sleep at 1015pm. The earliest one among the holidays xD.. Gotta go. Byee.
Have a good night. Mwaks. <3

06.12.2010

2010-12-06T20:11:00.005+08:00

I am sorry because I dont do my update this few days. Kinda busy, I am going to be freak of online shopping! LOL.Found a lot online shop this few days. I might going to update tomorrow night. Is going to seremban with friends again. As you know it's December now. Tuition is going to start on December. Have to go and buy some notebooks tomorrow ! hoorayy~ Form4 Life, I knew this is kinda hard to walk through the following years, I promise I will try my best. try hard hard to archive! So, see ya guys.

love,

carolicious

Tiny emo icon for my own Blog =D

2010-12-03T20:55:00.010+08:00

Heyy guys:), I'm sorry for my previous post, I knew asking you all to click link[s] are really annoying and I am really sorry yea. Thanks to those who helped me to click. I truly appreciate your kindness and do ask me to help you back when you need my help =) and here this is my new post for today! I really hope u guys enjoy reading my blog ;)

I had created a few emo icons for my blog last night:O. they were driving me crazy yesterday! LOL!! Actually I just want to find some tiny and suitable emo icons for my blog through internet, but there has no suitable one for my blog. :S So I decided to make them by myself. I used adobe photoshop to make them! photoshop is kinda useful! you guys should have it! :D

Here are my self-made emo icons! Do give comment thanks.

HEY, YOU, dont try to copy my emo icons if not you will be SUE and JAILED!! LOL , i m just kidding, hmm, sure I hope nobody will copy mine one. But I cant control right. ahh just fine, if you like to be an copymeow! But dont let me know you are using mine one , because you knew what I will do for you blog link! hiakhiakkkk!

Okay, off for drama now Gun Metal Grey @ 刑警!! stay tuned!

a Blog

2010-12-02T19:34:00.006+08:00

Few days ago, I had read a people's blog post and when I think back about the post, I am totally agreed with it! It's content is how to become a famous blogger. hmm famous? you guys should knew the word 'famous' s meaning, dont you? Alright, the first thing you have to do is be the real you! If you're a bad girl, super poor girl or whatever you are, just agree with your own identity! People love your blog not because you are rich, you are girlish, you are handsome n etc, they love the way you write, you express in your blog! People attracted by your blog content with interesting and awesome incident that you had encountered. As you know, everyone hates faker, don't you? and yes me too.

Besides this, you should have a attractive blogskin too. For my ownself, I would like heart-warm and lovely blogskin most. When I saw people who own a blogskin like this, I wish I could have a blogskin like hers too, and I will visit her blog often to check out is that any lovely thing she has updated to her blog too! Same time, I will refer to her blog when I am really out of idea

And who says people who want to be a famous blogger must have to write their post in a proper language? No they are wrong okay. You don't need to write in a proper language but at least people can understand them. You know, I even saw some famous blogger are using ~~proper~~ ROJAK languages too! People will not attract by "rigid & awkward" blog post which are written like an article or essay! Use your own style! People who is your follower must be in love with the style u used to write your blog! uhh yea, haha. NO DOUBT, I am not using proper English too! I must have lots of mistakes in my every post *blush & shame* as my English is not that good! I am not an English-educated student like others :(

oh yea, and not forgetting update a post a day. DO always keep your blog up-to-date. Be an ACTIVE blogger! So that your blog wont be that dull and always showing the old post which are dated ~~[xx October 2010]~~ since it was already DECEMBER now!! Remember to visit other blogger as you can too! Don't be selfish, leave them a message and let them visit you back! Apart from these, do share some attractive and awesome photo that you have taken in your special occasion or anything.

erhmm, I think that's all I knew. Hope you enjoy this post and may you become more famous as you wished to! Not forget to visit me often to make my blog's traffic become 'BUSY'..

Jipaban – My 2010 Santarina

2010-12-01T14:09:00.013+08:00

Time flies by, day flows on :) all of us step into the last month of the year, it is 1st of December today! Once people heard December, the word "Christmas" will appear in everyone's mind. We can see Christmas decorations every where. It is reaching the time for us to exchange Christmas present with friends and family. Well, it is not early to prepare a Christmas present for my beloved one now :D

At the same time, when I logged in to NUFFNANG today, I have found that is having an amazing contest which could help me to get the perfect gift for my beloved one! I would like to have a wonderful Christmas gift for me beloved sister this year. Without hesitating, I would like to gift her a Juice Camera since she loves lomography very much.

I choose this lomo camera because it does not exceed RM100. Besides, it comes with cute and lovely design, awesome vignetting effect.

It is lightweight, simple and easy to use. Not only these, it can be use with certain accessories too! Eg: Jelly Lens Set and KOLA colour filter, which can make the photography become awesome! :D Hopefully can get this for my dearest sister :)

Latest photo on blog :)

2010-12-01T01:40:00.003+08:00

uhh, sorry readers? I knew you guys had been scared and shocked by my new blog photo on the top right :O. Iam sorry, *truly.. I was very free just now so I had camwhored loadss of pichas! Same time I decide to change away the old blog picha I was using before few minutes. LOL. It was seriously an old picha, that time I was with straight hair, and I remember it's before my PMR exam. I cant stop sticking on the screen of the laptop and make a new blog skin for myself :S..see, how stupid I am. hahs.

Actually I had made 2 pichas for my blog this time, it's really hard for me to choose one. :S though they are almost the SAME. Some more the DIFFERENT is the one picha with the words "LOVE & PEACE" on it, another is without the word on it. and finally I had chosen this one.

That's all tonight :D ahh no it's morning now ==. good morning to readers lol! and good night too. mwaks ;D

FRINGE??

2010-11-30T20:32:00.003+08:00

Had gone out early in the morning today. Have "tea" with friends n giving souvenir. Kinda fun today, but when I gone home, omg my hair had got smelly again. Because it was people cooking at the back when we're having our breakfast there==. The cooking smokes made my hair become SMELLY! :( bathe bathe bathe!

Ishhhyeaaa now! I am facing an annoying problem, I should have fringe or dont? :S I am having longer fringe now but i dont know whether I should cut it or not :( aihzz. I personally having fringe all the while because I look younger with fringe, but I dunno should I change a style now? :S I never have a longer fringe successfully like hers one♥♥ :( Because I cannot bear the long fringe cause some itchiness to my eyes sometimes :S

uhmmm, so now, FRINGE OR LONG FRINGE?

uhhs, honestly, I seriously LOVE♥ my curly hair!! x)

p/s: Please comment to give your suggestion please :S. vote thanks ~

with love from

carolicious♥

野生爱玉♥

2010-11-28T20:53:00.012+08:00

Heehaaa:) I m here again. Had decided to update on sunday, but my mom said that she wanted to watch movie when I didn't finish this post. So now I continue the post in my blogger draft ;D.

Have you all try something that's call 爱玉冰 before? I think some of you tried but are you sure you had eaten the real 爱玉? Or it is made by jelly pudding? I am sure I tried the real one before. uhh I mean when I was at Alisan, Taiwan. It is a plant. It looks furry. It is yellow-brown in colour. It is like jelly but it is tasteless. You can eat it with adding honey, lemon, syrup, or whatever you like to add on it. ;D..

Well, do you know the process of making 爱玉冰? It's quite easy! First, you have to cut out all those furry thing on the 爱玉子. Then put all the furry thingy into a new, clean silk socks. Prepare a big mug of water. 1000cc water for 50g of the furry things that you have cut out from 爱玉子. After that, put the socks in the big mug which contains 1000cc of water. Smoothly rub the socks for 20 minutes. Within 20 minutes, you will see some white bubbles float on the water and the water starts to become concentrate and it turns to yellow-brown colour, and now you can stop rubbing. Put the big mug on table and wait for 20 minutes again. Then you can serve it with any flavoring etc you ♥ !!

na, this is爱玉子. ^^

after cutting them[the furry thingy] out!

Almost DONE! ;)

nah, that's the white bubbles on it!

Tada! :D slruppps~♥

I did it on Sunday with my eldest sisters :D it is very nice , we served it with ice cubes + lemon + honey + lychee!! It helps in our health and beauty :D It can cool down our body well especially we live in a HOT weather country! xD It is SAFE to be eaten! xD

tips: DO put the 爱玉子 at below 30C, do not put the 爱玉子 into refrigerator. but you can put the 爱玉冰 which you had completely made into refrigerator when you cant finished it :D

"DO remember to read my next post! x)"

Babe meimeii♥

2010-11-27T16:56:00.004+08:00

Ahh when u guys read this, i knew u guys will said..oh finally i update. Hahaa. Seriously sorry for updating so late because i dont login to blogger since i went to taiwan. And i m not going to write about the trip to taiwan because there are loads of things for me to share if i decide to write about trip. Well, im sorry yea readers, but feel free to walk in to my facebook for photos that i had been taken at taiwan. And there will be more n more photos to be upload at my sister's facebook. So just wait for her to edit them;D..

In this post, besides saying sorry, i m going to greet a big Congratulations to my cousin n his wife for their new borned babe girl!! Cute lil babe Jolie came to the earth safely^^ and nienie got a mei mei:) hope babe Jodie grow in a healthy and happy situation.

Have a Happy Break ;D

2010-11-13T21:50:00.004+08:00

Ollo to readers again ;) I've told myself I must blog tonight, so I did it ;D I didn't break promise :P hmm, firstly, I have to have a sincerely apologize to dear readers , because my lil bloggie MIGHT have a 10 days break. yea, MIGHT only ;D, because I cannot confirm to you guys, I will blog when I am at Taipei. So guys, please be patient yeah, and hopefully you all will wish me "have a nice trip" or anything ;P hahh.

Had started packing my luggage yesterday, so damn mad when I found that one of my ♥Fav PLAIN WHITE BLOUSE♥ was GONE!! I asked my mum and sisters whether they had been seen it before or not, everyone said NO! LOL!?! I mean WTF? fine! okay, but fortunately, I found it, my sis mistakenly brought it back to KL. LOL!! After that, I found that I have so much things to bring along to tw == ... until..the luggage bag full and cannot put anything anymore! So my mum exchanged her luggage bag with me. Somemore, my sis called me and asked me do not bring along too much clothes because I could buy at there. As you know, I will be charge money if my luggage is overweight-more than 15kg!

But now, I have not finished packing yet :S continue tml. Because some other thing such as face cream, hair spray/gel, I still need to use them on tml xD.

ahh, I am leaving tml :S will miss everything here. See yea guys. Maybe will have a short post before leaving :P Stay tuned.

xoxo,

carOlicious♥

AHHH, time is totally upside down now!

2010-11-12T13:15:00.006+08:00

Wake up freaking late at 12+ today! GoSH, because I slept at about 3++ this morning :( can't sleep well due to the stupid "stomachache", ah I mean the "girl period"..sigh T-T..Not yet have my breakfast till now :( plan to have lunch instead of my breakfast again..haiz, what an unhealthy life I having currently!

The first thing I do, after finished washing face, and etc.. is DOWNLOAD DRAMA! Lol,, so now I'm sticking on the laptop and forgot what should I do is to have my lunch.. And I realize I was very hungry, from the midnight until NOW!! mad*!! Gotta GO now~ c yea..

p/s: oh my god, yea, got to pack luggage today!! T-T owhh dear clothes, how I wish I can bring along whole wardrobe to TW~..

xoxo,

carOlicious♥♥

Recent me :(

2010-11-11T20:05:00.010+08:00

Oww my dear bloggie, sorry for leaving you for a long time. Honestly, I don't have any idea to write anything. Because seems like I have ~~NO LIFE~~ now , it's called LIFELESS! So, I have nothing to share because nothing happen on me :S..I think every Form 3 students in M'sia are same with me too =( Though the school holiday have not started, I had already given myself holidayssss. Boring and doing nothing the whole day, from day to night. Wake up at about 11pm ++, have lunch instead of breakfast too, -drama queen- , nap / online , bath , TV , online , and SLEEP! Doing the same thing everything. Since it's all the same, if I go to school, I have nothing to do so, moreover I have to face to those ~~teacher~~ which I really full of HATES to them!

I am so looking forward to this SUN ;D yeaaa, TAIPEI IMMA COMING~ My mum keep asking me to start packing luggage from now on when I am free, " uhh mum, why? I m kinda lazy ok, please dont worry, I will pack them on tomorrow or Saturday :3 ".

and Hey, since a lot people are joining blogger now ~ I was wondering I had joined Blogger for about 1 year and 9 months , Blogger had helped me a lot. I vented here when I was mad n sad, shared happiness when I was in a cheerful mood. Besides, I've learnt a lot from blogger. I had knew few awesome blogger. Thank you blogger.Mwakkk~♥♥♥

I am very curious, Karen told me that my blog was on Epop magazine. I mean, WHAT THE? LOL? again? Last Last week, I read my friend's Epop magazine, I saw tat my blog was inside. LOL! I wonder who suggest it? Very shame la me! I think when people are reading it, they will laugh at my grammar mistakes in every sentence! LOL! By the way, thanks to the one who shared my blog to there :O.

Had finally finished rushing the Video for Choir's Farewell Party. Goshh, I think it wasn't very nice. But just fine la, haiz, as 'people' said, I can't attend to the Farewell Party and even the bastard principal dont agree me as Choir Member anymore, I still continue tiring myself, contribute so much for what? Will they think that I had used up my energy, inspiration, time and so on to finished the video?! F**K you , I really not willing to do the video anymore since the moment you dont agree me as ur member! But I knew that no one could finished it if I don't. LOL. I m not praising myself. Just because this is the truth! So please don't complain my video not nice or what. Because you are not qualify, please do it YOURSELF if you think that I am not doing well enough. My tolerance is already used up and you should know I am a LEO. Leo used to be very self-centered and they LOVE their FACES!

That's all I want to say today ;) see yea guys, more and more ♥PHOTOS to shared when I backed from TW~ ;D

p/s: ahh, Meizhen, I am looking forward to my new lens xD do remember to give me on SUN MORNING♥

carOlicious♥♥

:(

2010-11-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

Againn..down again c** LIAO.

;D noww..

2010-11-03T21:43:00.004+08:00

Wow.. this is the first time i use my galaxy babe to post a blog post.. sounds amazing right xD.. I am having a really good mood now ;D you knew why, actually i want to apologize to God first, sorry for saying God ruin my plan.. I knew God blessing me all the time ^^ <3 I m going to enjoy v my friends tml.

Finally I can see them. I had not seen them since the idiot fatty principal oppose my new hair style. wtf him. So from that day on(last thursday) I absent school until the school reopen day next year n im going to tw very soon until twenty third Nov..lol, u do not know how irritating is this principal!! one more thing, those aunties in this town that i currently stay at, are really 8 enough, they thought what the hell they are, always like to criticize people no matter at anywhere.. i knew i m poison enough, but i dont care, i will curse them.. as people say, "THEY respect me and I m sure I will respect THEM back! even with the most sincere respect out of my heart! in the other hand, if u let me knew that u r criticizing me or anything that did not shows polite n respect, I will give those things back to u! I even give DOUBLE !" kay fine, just finish this topic, because this hollyshit principal n those bitches aunties are farking irritating until you cannot expect how irritating he is !!

So guys, see ya tomorrow. and readers, please stay turn for the next post that ;)

:(

2010-11-02T21:02:00.005+08:00

"I felt that I am getting far away from the society~ So down and emo nowadays~!"

Really really wish to go somewhere else. I just cannot bear the loneliness in my currently LIFE!! Why every plan cannot go on smoothly, successfully? Stop destroying my plan kay! FML! >:(

PASSWORD.

2010-10-28T19:39:00.002+08:00

PASSWORD!

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2010-10-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

"Stop crying Carol Leong, Do NOT lose to anyone, anything! Stay STRONG. God will bless you!"

Dinner at Royale Bintang Seremban ;D

2010-10-27T20:15:00.011+08:00

We had been invited to attend to the dinner at Royale Bintang Seremban last night ;D This was my first time going to there and the FIRST time I have dinner with the Royal family members :) All of us wear like Malay and not much of my words, lets start the photos again. :S

I seriously want a LOMO camera!

2010-10-24T22:17:00.005+08:00

omg! I will promise myself to save money from now on! NO DOUBT!

reason 1: I want to buy myself a lomo camera T-T. seriously * at least RM 400! ):

either this!

or this!

reason 2: I want to have a secret present for my dearest darling - ♥MeiZhen! :)

I NEED MORE MONEY !!

Simple post from ME!

2010-10-24T14:20:00.016+08:00

20/10/10

On wednesday, I have went to the palace in Negeri Sembilan to listen to the Orchestra with few choir members and teachers.. It was played by the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra. It wasn't very grand but it was very nice. The pianist was very awesome and pretty :D Lets see,

Besides, this tuesday, we are invited to be going to the Royole Bintang at Seremban :) and our choir's documentary will be on air at channel 501 aka Bernama TV at 9pm :D..

Thanks Connie for taking this photo for me :P i love it much!

the ticket :)

Aikee & Me

act cute lar! :S

I look SMART enough I knew xD hopefully I can turn to this style! :P but they said too mature for my age :(

aiks, and now I was be in charge of making a video which is going to be play during Form 5 Choir Members Farewell Party.. OMG, I m really out of my idea and it is really driving me KRAZY! =.=..Some more, the Prince of NS is coming to the party too and I must be very very careful of my English , every sentences, every words! SHITTTYYY.. As you know, my English was that shitty POOR, POOR, POOR!! How could I make the video perfect ? If I mistakenly did something wrong, I will be very shame T^T Well, I m force to be attending school tomorrow, gonna take along my lappie to school tml to ask some suggestion from my teacher! :(

22/10/10

Happy Happy 15th Birthday to my dearest, awesome, funny, cute, pretty hot, sweet best friend -Shi Yun.. :D May your wishes come true and be happily ever after with ur sweetest Boyfriend! Fifteen already ah, "sang seng" adi ar~ xD I'm sorry that our present for u will be giving to u lately because it haven't arrived yet. ): Hope you like that little steamboat party that we have specially prepared for you :)

MeiZhen & I made the soup with her mummy's helps :D nicee ♥

Birthday girl with Aikee

someone purposely bring this marble cheese cake to her :D yao sam~

candle :) ♥

here a bad news from Meizhen:

she said our trip cannot be hold at 6/7/8 nov already, because Deepavali is on 5th Nov :( and there will be no BUS for that week. Plus, I'm going to Taipei at 14th Nov :( until 23rd! SO we cant hold the trip in that 10 days too? haiz, really confusing us! and Meizhen said, she can't guarantee that she'll not be going to anywhere at nov - dec at anytime!:( God bless the trip will be hold successfully! ~ T-T Hopefully can change to 27th, 28th, 29th of Nov.

p/s: I'm very sorry, readers. because I always combine those things that I had went through in few days in a POST x( I am that lazy to updates sometime heehhh~

Luff,

Carolicious ♥

life after PMR ;D

2010-10-19T21:03:00.007+08:00

Hello readers ;D sorry for leaving here for so long x( here I come again..I dont wish to write more today, I'll walk through with photos..

Had skip school for over 3 days, we've backed to school today, but it was kinda boring.. The thing that is the most disgusting is the stupid shitty weather! It's extremely HOT, and those hot air inside the hall just like it will never get out from there! pheww,, I'm sweating inside the whole day today! WTF school is this, I rather stay inside class, I dont understand why the idiot principal dont want us to stay in class LOH! Class is much better than the stupid HOT hall ok! I don't want to attend school again for this week! Next week must go for choir practice already.. x)

And one more thing that is making me pissed off, shitty principal and the idiot teacher, want to charge RM0.50 for each books if we dont return them within two days! FUCK you, you all never tell us that we need to return them within two days! And you never prove that you are going to give those money away for charity or what, that's mean you only take those money for your ownself!! Please keep back your idiot face and ego expression to us! What the fucking hell you thinking you are? you are my principal , my teacher? so what? you think I'll obey you just like those students who are being like bitches? Please lar! In my own opinion, everything is going to be FAIR, you dont think I must respect you even you scold me or ruin my image in front of people! Stop using this old fashion thinking lo! It's very simple! If you respect me, I will respect you back! Don't always think that students must obey you even you ruin them! Stop it, this doesn't mean respect! this is just like being your dog!

Fine, I dont want to continue writing about bitches, spoil my own blog's image ==" Shared photos~

Hang out with friends last Fri.. ;)

Fionaaaaaa♥

JingYi♥

with Meizhen dear♥ xD

Dinner at Bangsar last Sat.. ^^v

♥with Karen Jie♥

Dinner with relatives at Bangsar ;B

now I realize that my hair is very LONG ==

yeah, dad bought me new casing of Galaxy x) I love you Dad♥♥

the other day shop at 1U, see my new sport shoes? :P purposely bought it for Trips!!!:D

camwhore in fitting room♥

Cur my hair yesterday :) is REAL cur!! not for temporary one! ♥ ;D

:S curly or straight suits me?

Luff,

Carolicious.

tEE mEi zhEn

2010-10-12T18:21:00.003+08:00

yeah Miss Tee Mei Zhen,

yea, I was reading your blog just now and it really warms my heart. T-T Thanks a lot! I was really excited as you already knew it since I already mention in my previous post~ Please don't be jealous on me lar :S you are going to have your iphone 4, dont you? LOL I love your DAD too!! And those small little cravings like cutting hair and curling hair are easy to get, but of course I appreciate everyone, everything, and god that given me this opportunity to have them. :) But if for straight A, I seriously hope that I can get it, god bless us! But... I don't dare to expect a lot because if I could not get it I will be very very disappointed :( God bless and fulfilled our wishes ~ ♥

yeah, you're the most FAMOUS person that I had ever meet before! and you are the most SPECIAL and SINCERE friend of mine that I never ever have before! and I heart you ♥

OH MY GOD!!

2010-10-12T17:52:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD!!

FREE!

Hello readers, my PMR examination officially ended and I am officially BACKED! Backed to my addicted heaven with parties, friends, fun, facebook, blog , etc... and my new babeee-

yea, I dont have to mention her name, and u already knew right :) This andriod babe kinda surprise me when I reached home just now! ♥♥♥♥THANK YOU DADDY! ♥♥♥♥I was very excited as I get this babe unexpectedly, same time, my tiring and strict examination was officially ended. Yes, as the teacher said, every beginning will has its ending too :) I'm totally exciting now because I got back my freedom, included all the form 3 students in MY :D..

I really have a lot of things that I couldn't shared here because it really can't be mention by words! There's included my mood, my experiences! Hmm, this exam, had tied me tightly for the whole year. Sometimes I really hope to give up but I knew I will never do that:) So, here I share to you guys some situations during the examination.

Actually the exam is not scary when you're sitting for it, because you will never think about other things, you will only try your best to finished the paper that is in your hand. The most scary and suffering moment is when we're waiting for the exam to come! About a fortnight before your exam, that's the moment you will be scared..and suffered [if you are not fully prepared like me :P], but same time you'll also hope that it will comes faster , as it comes faster and it will ends faster too! At this time, you will think that you have to start your revision, start to catch up everything, BUT where to start? Kinda confusing questions! SKIP IT==! You always think that you have to study now, but if you're a lazy person just like me, you will never leave away your computer! Computer and "Online" cause everyone addicts to them! Once you know to "communicate" with them, you'll never leave them! xD SEE! I am an example! I am a person who study at the eleventh hour! Even for PMR! :S

Weeeheeee, but now it's finally finished! When I reached home, the thing I do first is BOOK CLEARANCE! Putting all the form 1,2,3 reference, exercises books to a box and gives them to 'old news paper'~ And I decided to give some of the reference books to the junior one that is sitting for this exam next year.

Every things CLEARED! It's time for parties now! The thing that I mostly want to do is travel now xD really hope to go every where!!

No matter how, I really hope that I can score well with flying colours result! Though few subjects are really hard for me, just like BM, KH and Science paper 2! God bless me and everyone (:

Stay turned,

Carolicious♥

exam break

2010-09-19T17:38:00.012+08:00

Goddamnit! I'm very very scare already. Left 2 more weeks to go ): I dunno which way to do my revision right now. You will ask me:" hey, then why are you still here? blogging? facebook-ing? Don't you go n do your revision? " ): I am really out of my idea. Revision? Where should I start? I should just do more exercises now? right? I want myself to strive for it but do you even know? For my PREVIOUS exam, I only start to catch all them up 1 week before it !! LOL!! What kind of person I am? As a PMR exam candidate, do pass my days like this?? I wonder where is my strive study mood? I want to get them back!

People said too, why are this batch of Form 3 exam candidates seem like never worry about their forth coming exam? They are so relax compare to the previous batch of form3 students! LOL!! ): *sad, feel so sorry to myself...so can you imagine, how my result will be? :(

Hmm, or I should BAN myself for playing my lappie and online ? I think I need to do this ): kay, I have no choice.. This time I am very SERIOUS. no joke or play already! After this post, I will not online again until the end of the exam!! serious promise for myself!! keep back my Playful style, let it comes out again at 12.10p.m. of 12nd October!

GOD BLESS ME! I love you god! Bring me more lucks!! STRIVE guys! BYE!

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My bloggie is NOT DEAD! I'll be back after two weeks! Miss ya readers!♥

LoveSongs♥

2010-09-19T01:40:00.006+08:00

you guys must listen to these songs covered by other talented youtube singers! omg you know, they 're really awesome! and their AWESOMENESS are more than a singer!

1.Jason Chen

2. Kevin Lein

THEY ARE AWESOME!!!

my DEAR joined BLOGGER! :D

2010-09-19T00:26:00.003+08:00

arhs, I know I have abandoned my blog for few days and it was really dull x( Now I've something to shared and have a update for it~ Enjoy your reading!

I was very scare but excited because my forth coming PMR exam is around the corner already! I am scare because I think I don't put all my effort to do revision :( I don't want to get bad results but I'm always lazy to revision. I thought that I am already ready since I have prepared for my trail last time! goddamnit! I'm excited because, as you know, the exam is coming that's mean it's going to be END soon! :D I really eager to enjoy those days after PMR! I think every PMR candidates will agreed what I'm saying too :P so, to all PMR candidates, GOOD LUCK and DO OUR BEST!

aiks, again, today I was wasting my time browsing those online shopping web as my mummy asked me to order a Belt for herself :S lol! Then at the same time I take this opportunity to buy myself some clothes too :D heee.. Thanks my dear- MeiZhen muchie as she helped me to bank in the money first! I still owe her a lot!! x( But she's kind enough to help us without demanding any pay back from us ~ such a SYSTEMATIC and GOOD person right. And here is a good news, because this kind person joined blogger! yearhhhh~ Lets welcome her with "open arms" and visit her often to know more about her! :D

Luff,

Carolicious babe ♥

♥ those lil lovely gift[s] ♥

2010-09-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

Thank you so much for buying me a lot of cute lil tiny thingy, earings, keychain and the pinkish HelloKitty's earphone of Mp3! I ♥ them :) so muchhhh ~ same time here, thanks to another one who gifted me a T-shirt xD you know the T was really AWESOME as my 'pretty' photo was printed on it! LOL!!! now I'll share the photos. :)

the T!!! :S for you, do you dare to wear a T with your photo printed on it?! xD

one of the earing ♥

C for Carol♥

p/s: stay turned for the next post!! :D

photos again

2010-09-11T14:07:00.005+08:00

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>v^

:D promoting the Sony MP3~

innocent -.-

chubby face I have!

my new bracelet from online shop! juicy couture's product~

led light of my Sony Mp3 :D

mad post

2010-09-11T13:50:00.003+08:00

Actually I decided to go for tonight's basketball match because it's the last match already.. The Final.. I want to be their strong supporter there and I've told everyone that I'm going today! WTH, but now there's a dinner at Bahau tonight! I'm already out of idea now! Why my good planing always being destroy? I'm so mad now kay...what should I do? don't go to the dinner? If I do like this, I'm sure that should be a lot of 'mouths' or 'faces' are complaining and showing out, don't you think I'm right? Don't go to the match? WHAT? DON'T GO? BREAKING MY OWN PROMISE TO EVERYONE? confused and mad! please HELP!!

I wonder why there's nothing I can done with it successfully, peacefully? even my PLANING!! I need to worry about many things! Need to care of these or that? I just want to go on my way, BE MYSELF, could god fulfill this wish for me? I am selfish enough ok I just admit it. I want my everything going on successfully without any stones and cracks on the way!

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How do I get my NUFFNANG back to Glitterati member?

2010-09-10T14:26:00.009+08:00

hoohoo, using chelle jie's net book to online & blogging now.. I'm freaking happy now *smile*.. My Nuffnang membership status change back to Glitterati Member *active*~ :D

Last night, I dunno what happen to my blog, when I visit to it again, it change back to my old blog skin, I think that maybe I did not save it or I've click the wrong thing! ): I was freaking down again and I was just want to cry out, because the new skin had spent me many time and I need to re-do again!! It was really pissing me off since my mood is not good on yesterday also! Okay fine, I just re-decorate my blog again, one-step by one-step, and I spent only 1 + hour as I was already know this blogskin's html well.

Okay, when the blogskin is done. I was wondering is there anything I've missed? oh yea, the NUFFNANG widget!! Then I go to the nuffnang web and login. WHAT THE HELL?! Why my membership status turned to - non-exclusive[original] ?? I was really really MAD at that moment! I keep searching and browsing FAQ and etc to check out what was the problem! Lastly, I found this.

Glitterati status will be lost if my blog is taken private == yes, I do private my blog for a period of time last time due to my own privacy problems! I dunno that private my blog will affect my membership status :( I never read this before *cry*

Then I have no idea anymore, I just click on the "CONTACT US" in the nuffnang web, and sent them a ticket. Hoping nuffnang can give me the glitterati member back ):

The next day- today, when I login to Nuffnang again!! woohooo!!!! see this!

^^ Thanks NuffNang so much!!! wiipiii~~ *smile* If you guys have lost your Glitterati member or get any problems in Nuffnang, just try this way, sent nuffnang a ticket tell them about your problems, NuffNang will helps you! :) They're such GOOOD!! i LOVE nuffnang!♥♥

DOWN DOWN DOWN!!

2010-09-09T18:50:00.005+08:00

Just STOP talking to me because my mood is seriously DOWN now!! I'm very very mad now! Firstly, okay forgive me, I admit that I'm during my period now! The following things that made me MAD is- I thought I can go and watch the ~~match~~ on tonight and I've prepared everything, then when I ask my mum again; besides saying no, she said a lot of things!! Irritated me! yes, I admitted that I'm very dissatisfy with her now, can she stop talking like that?! WHAT? I don't study?! what the hell? Can she ask herself, did she know when I'm studying / doing my revision since she was always busy doing her household chores every time?

I'm not like those children who love to pretend in front of their parent for letting them know that they're so obedient, so hardworking or WHATEVER! THIS IS FUCKING FAKE! JUST PRETENDING!

She's always staying at downstairs while I'm doing my revision at upstairs! SO how can she sees me?! WELL, you want me to take all my books / etc and go to downstairs to do my revision is it? If she is not sure that whether I have did my revision or don't, please don't simply conclude or say that I DON'T STUDY!?! This is really hurts me and making me down!

Please don't ask me to explain! Because I really DO explain every time! But she just kept on judging on me negatively! These make me do not like to talk with her sincerely and heart-to-heart anymore! Just because she doesn't want to accept my explanation every time and they think that they're always the RIGHT one! I don't deny that I've did wrong too, but if she really listen properly to me, I won't do like this!! I hate my fucking lousy life now! I'm really DOWN and full of ~~hates~~ now!

F..........!

And Zixuan, I'm feeling quite sorry to you because I've promised you to go tonight and you've helped us to find somebody to fetch us, BUT I told you that I can't go already in a sudden. Same time, there's no gals going with you already, and finally you lost your mood and not going anymore. I knew you must be hoping to watch the match.. me too ): sorry.. and sorry to those players and teacher too, because I've told them earlier that all of us will be going to watch the match that they play in today and being their strong supporters ): sorry all..

Ignore me if you think that I am so CRAZY and SILLY.. So frustrated again! I knew I'm really failure!! I'll support y'all silently here.. I hope it'll be a GOOD NEWS later! I'll bless for y'all!

Hey guys, I'm back!

2010-09-09T02:23:00.003+08:00

I'm back! readers can read back my blog.. I'm sorry that I make it Private last time due to my own privacy problem! but now I found something that can private my post only- that's mean some of my post is password protected! Only some of my friends knew the Password of those posts :P I'm sorry.. That's my own secret inside.. So please pardon!

and Hell yeah, at the same time, I've changed my blogskin :) it's simple and nice..right.. I prefer simple blogskins now :P and this is my own blogskin :P will not same as others already. because I've change a lot! and it spent me so much time!! :( already 2am++ !! going to sleep already ~

bye guys~ muakz ♥

a very confusing post

2010-09-06T20:15:00.011+08:00

Password OR Can't Read

There is hidden text here

I'm so sorry

2010-09-03T15:06:00.003+08:00

Actually I really dunno how's going on now. I don't deny that when she told that you're just perfunctory agree me to go. Well, at the moment, I was really hurt and sad and I really wish to cry out of my despair alone and no one will know. But now I knew, okay I'm really sorry that I talk like the way to you. Because when I heard she said like that I was already down and disappointed. I admit that I'm moody now. So just let me to be alone. I don't wish to talk, don't wish to think of anything. Lets blame everything on me. That is not your fault I knew and I didn't mean want to blame on you. Please don't misunderstood me :( I knew I make everything worse. Some more I wonder why she does not trust me. I am so hurt now. I'm dead. She talks to me so ironically, I was just keep my sadness and hurt in my heart. Sometimes I really wish to discuss and talk everything with her sincerely, properly. But I knew that she just could not accept and she said that OUR thinking are different! okay, that's why I kept everything back to my inner heart and vent out at here without mention anything.

-cry-

Happy Birthday to Malaysia♥

2010-08-31T11:51:00.005+08:00

31st August 1957, Malaysia's Merdeka day :) today is the 53rd year that Malaysia! Happy Birthday to Malaysia. I was so bored just now, and I've created something by using photoshop. Let's check it out.

Done by me :D

Happy Merdeka~

♥

Bless to all Malaysian, live in peaceful, justice [no racism]! , happy - forever!

once again, Happy Birthday Malaysia!

Control's in My Hand!?

2010-08-28T13:29:00.003+08:00

I know that I should control myself not to think about it anymore, but sometimes I'm really emotional! Fcuk it! We should not be friends anymore? Is this the GOOD way? or a BAD one? One of my friend "suggested" me not to be friend! She does not like that both of us are still friends and she said she will try to destroy the friendship between me n X! LOL! haaa..! She does not want me to reply the msg that X sent!

Well, actually, I should follow what she said, but just fine..As everyone said, everything past mah! But sometimes I just cannot control myself? really FML!!

There's no one can help me in this matter that store inside my inner heart. Even for myself, I don't know how to share it to others also!! aikz.. Iam such FAILURE person right?! I cannot deny that this is the worst matter that I've encountered with.. It change my whole person, my whole mind and even more++..

So I really don't know what should I do next, just let fate and God decide everything for me. Just follow my own opinion, do whatever I want just like last time, do not care about what people say. Heyyya, but sometimes I just can't do that? For example, Dont care about what people say? If they're too over, excessively, How? I'm a girl who is very mind about how people look on me, judge on me. See! again, this is the problem, being contradictory again!

I'm pretty sure that you're confused on what I'm saying in this post, because I don't even understand what I've said too! == If dear readers don't like it just ignore it~~ I just want to utter and give vent to my blog xP

That's all... Go for Lunch! :) I wish, everything will be fine~ God Bless Carolicious♥

Be Happy :]

messed-up!

2010-08-26T23:05:00.007+08:00

I didn't get enough sleep,

I didn't have good mood,

I got swollen & panda eyes,

I lost the real me,

I lost my confidence,

I blame on myself,

I am emotional,

I can change my mood in a short time,

I hate myself......

This is the FAILURE ME, for this whole month! I've lost my mood to blog! Actually I've a lot of things want to blog about, but just fine! If I really want to do it, I think the post will be as long as the cloth! This is what I had in this whole month! F? why? FOR WHAT?! I think all my friends knew about this and I don't have to mention more already right. although everything is clear and fine already , but I've got knew something, and I am really hurts and exhausted! but just fine, as they said, I should not influence by those person! not worth! a person who is not trustworthy at all! The person just keep on asking me to trust him but he didn't do anything that worth for me to trust and in the opposite, he did everything that disappointed me, hurt me! FINE. I should 看开点! not the first time already, so PLEASE, carol, don't too mind or care about it, u can do it, don't u? There're more and more people care about u isn't it? stop everything.. got it ends! treasure the one who is worth for u :] ~

And I really want to thanks my sista*s here! they really care about me.. help me, console me, cheer me when I'm messing my life,when I lost myself, and accompany me when I'm really sad and even crying until 2~3 of the midnight every night! especially thanks for MeiZhen's help and console♥! She really helped and console me lots! same time I am so sorry, I knew this is my own matter, but I have brought the troubles to you guys :( I'm SORRY! Please don't too worry about me already =) ♥I promise you guys, I'll find the ♥REAL CAROL♥ back! though I'm not fully cured yet, I'll try my best not to think about it, and get the real me back to my life again! This is the worst trouble that I have ever meet before. Hurts me deeply to my inner heart, inner pains. Well, now, just let everything go.. past! RIGHT? :]

Don't say much about this already, prepared to sleep now! I've been long time didn't sleep well already!! I AM MISSING MY DREAMS :D GoGo~ ♥ya guys.. muakz..

LuffLuff,

Carolicious BABE♥

for the forth coming months

2010-08-19T20:27:00.014+08:00

Since a long time I didn't update right. So now, I'm free and have the proper mood to have an update. So? what cha going on guys? Yes I'm still alright (: Thanks for those who cared and worried about me in the time when I'm helpless.♥

As you know, I have finished my Trail Exam, and this week is for me to have a little relax and know about my result see whether which subs I have to catch up.

BM: ya this is my weak sub, I got C!!! only 61 marks for it ): I think I've chose the wrong questions for my paper two this time ): My bm essay is the worst!

BI: I'm quite satisfy. I got A for this. :)

BC: I think I'll get C for BC too=.= because I fed up for this sub! I am a Chinese yea, but I am WEAK in Chinese! F!! It is damn HARD!

Math: I got A for this too, but still have to improve. My skill is still weaker than others! D: [more exercise start from next month]

Science: A also because I am lucky maybe. I have 6 questions wrong in paper 1!! and have 50 for paper 2[unbelievable?!] well, still have to improve lah!

History: I SHIIIT THIS! I thought I can get 70+ some more! FINALY? 65! WTH! HAIZ!!

Geography: Unbelievable!! I got A for this time maybe :O!! LOL!! My geography is so weak for my past exam every time! THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE :) god bless♥

KH: :( 65 also!! HAIZ! This paper was very hard for me. Especially my "selection" part!! It's about question 40-60. I've a lots wrong in this part ):

Well, I only have 4 A's for my Trail ): and one of it was not a stable "A"!! All I have to do is strive for my FINAL ! Hope that I can get my target ! GOD BLESS. I LOVE YOU!

I'm feeling so weird of myself. I don't even want to touch my phone although it rings many times! Do you think that I am silly? =.= I don't reply people's message. Don't even read it too! Am I lazy to reply..? Just fine, it's a good thing maybe~? And if I still doing like this continously, people will not text me anymore and I'll not busy typing message every time! And you know! The "Sony.E" phone that I'm using currently was fcuking LAG ok! I've used it for more than 2 years already! It's LAG like hell when I used to type Chinese, keypad is not sensitive anymore, need to press a lot of time for number 2 and *!!! Always disconnect with my SD card! Plus!automaticly off by itself sometimes! WTF phone is this? I wish to change it!! Don't dare to demand to my parent!! I want a new ♥Samsung Jet s8000 D:

Oh yeah today, there's a music demo held in my school. It's quite awesome and I really wished to learn the "viola".. Because I think it sounds nicer than violin :) wondering that I do have potential to learn? LOL!! I just want to TRY!! :S

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This Saturday is going to be the Final of the Basketball Competition :) My sch's team is involve in the Champion and 2nd place match! LOL! As everyone wish, they could get champion la!! But there's a bit hard yaaa, GOD BLESS larh ♥ :P

share a nice Korean songs here :)

♥I.LOVE.BOMPARK♥ :D

Luff,

Carolicious

happened!

2010-08-15T23:00:00.006+08:00

Although I've finished my trail exam, but I'm not happy at all, for the whole week..sorry, I don't wish to post the things that happened because I don't hope to talk about it anymore, and it's a matter that full of sadness, despair and eager. Could anyone willing to help me now? I am really sad and hates now. I hope there's people could help me but I don't wish to implicate anyone already. I implicated someone who helped me, console me, accompany me! I'm feeling very sorry but he don't want me to say sorry! I can only say that I'm so helpless now, although I've made a proper decision for myself, but this decision hurt people, and making everyone else misunderstand me. I really don't like when people misunderstood me! T-T

Everyone will not think properly about the matter. Because they only heard from one side! And they heard the fake one! They'll only judge everything by what they've seen! by their eyes! yes, I don't deny that everyone trust their eye, but please, we need to make everything clear before judging! you should not simply judge by only listen from one side and full of trust with it just because the one who tell you was your good friend. This is unfair! unfair!!

What should I do? You really make my world, my life, my ORIGINAL personality - UPSIDE DOWN.. I am being so confident, assertive that time, but now? I can't decide! Should I go to the Final Competition this Saturday? Can I forget everything? Can I cure the hurt of my inner heart?

wish to make everything CLEAR

2010-08-07T14:47:00.007+08:00

I am really sorry and I really want to know about your currently status. I don't know why, the matter is confusing me right now! Why do you want to do that so?! What NOW??! You've did things that shock me and making me more CURIOUS! I just want a satisfy answer for each question! God bless! FML now! can't even control my mood!

Birthday Surprise

2010-08-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

Yeah, I am officially 15 now! My important day has passed :) I want to thank to everyone who wished me, blessed me, gifted me! I love y'all!

This time, I'm really full of my gratitude to you guys! I knew you all want to make a surprise party for me on last Friday. But unfortunately, someone mistakenly told me about that. He spoil the sport and I'm not feeling that well also because there're no surprises for me anymore D: well, just fine, he's not purposely one! guys, please forgive him :) Because I am already HAPPY with the BBQ Birthday Party!

There's something that surprise me, and I never expect this could happen! My net friend- CCY[Mr. Chin Chian Yao] sent a bday gift to MeiZhen by PostLaju and asked her give it to me on the day =) I'm really surprise, thanks a lot ccy! Really Really thank you to all my dear friends for the Party, the Present[SWATCH WATCH], the food, the photos and more.. Here, specially thanks to the person :) who sending me birthday to my house at 12am on the day of 28th.

FIRE!!

charcoal is not enough lar!!

my Cake!! but I didn't eat it :(

making sweet corn for them !!

ccy's present! =)

we blow the birthday candles on the same day!

I knew there're something happened before 28th, yes I'm okay now, and everything is okay right now. Thanks for those who care about me and really thanks to MeiZhen & JingYi BABEH being my good listener all the time! :)

And I want to 'introduce' that, our school's Leo Club installation was really nice & awesome :D! This time is different, as usual, few of us will involve in some performances such as dancing or singing. Due to the exam, we've no time to practise~ This is the first time I didn't involve in the performance of the installation! I'm just be in charge in taking photography of those people who performing on the stage =D hahaa. feeling quite nice one, seems like acting PRO :P

JingYi gifted me this lil cute Girl! and she got one too! :D

i love this one!

my dancing partner :P [but I don't dance with him this time]

Jingyi

2 boys! ==

ah Bao !!

Gangss

me & DarDar

kay.. Skipp..---------------------------------------------------------------------

Saturday, went to Puchong to take photography of my second sister's graduate in the Studio. and same time, we took Family photos with wearing princess white gown too :D It took us about 4 hours included the 'making-up' time! from 3pm to 7pm! Tiring all of us! with different pose and keep smiling to the photographer. goshh, I can't wait to see the photos xD very excited!

The next day morning, went to sister's convocation in MMU, plus taking lots of photos! waiting ChelleChelle to edit them and post them to Facebook!

ME!!

chelle chelle!!

Lily~

Congratulation Karen Jie !!

Phit-cha, I think that's all I want to say.. and I feeling sleepy some more~ gotta sleep NAO! see ya guys!♥

Luff BABEH,

Carolicious♥

hiding secrets.

2010-07-27T20:17:00.004+08:00

Everyone has their own secret. Someone likes to share them, but someone doesn't like to share. I shared, but I scare. If I don't, I'm moody with the secret which I can't find its answer. I scare, if I told, matter become worse. But, I found no one can really listen to me and share with me. I'm so..exhausted..tired..confused..I found, found that I really don't understand myself anymore, don't understand what I really want. I wish to find out the answer, but..

No, I don't have to find anymore, I found. found it... is this the thing that I really want?

no more "happy" birthday, it's a "sad" birthday.

rojak post xD

2010-07-27T18:43:00.006+08:00

I am sorry, how many times I've been apologized to you guys because of I didn't update my blog for a long long time? haiz, I am really sorry la wei, I'm such a lazy person, because you will never know that HOW MUCH TIME I've used to write a post, to make it satisfy for myself!

Since I've been a long long time didn't update it, I didn't know where to start again. Okay, just start from the previous post.

We've went to competition and too bad we-LOSE! we got third place...again. My mood turned BLUE after I knew the result. sad, disappointed, despair. ok but now, I'm okay since it was passed about 2 weeks ago. So I'm so unwilling to talk about it again. Let's change the topic.

Went to Seremban with friend last Sat. and used all money I've brought =.= watching 3D Despicable Me, having expensive lunch meal, buying books, and bought sushi + donuts some more~ Just fine, because it's FUN what. =) plus, MeiZhen bought a new DSLR - CANON EOS 550D xD I'm so excited while I saw it~ hahaha. can't wait to "play with" her new baby! We brought it along to the shopping centre and snapping here and there!

Canon EOS 550D

auto-mode

camwhoring:D

After I backed from Seremban, reached home for not more than 30 minutes, had my dinner, and after that I went to schoool to watch the basketball match, that my friends participated! I knew that my parents are getting mad because I keep went out on that day! ROAR, don't care! I adi promised my friend! =X

No joke, the basketball match made me scream and shout to the CLIMAX ! and Finally, the other day I've lost my voices T^T.. I am sure that if you're watching the match in the hall, you'll be like me too! because both team's marks were almost SAME! and yeah, our team WON as I wished=)

BUT TOO BAD, teacher said, Semi-Final and Final is not holding in our school hall =( only few of us can go by teacher's car. some more, the date of the semi-final match was near to our TrialExam =( so we prefer go on FINAL. In the same time, that day was a special day to one of my friend=) I get to know what is she going to do on that day^^

I'm sorry guys, I think I've skipped some detailed moments. Because there're too many things I've to share. I couldn't write all here :(

Yearh, you know,? tomorrow is my Birthday =) I'm fully 15 years old at 12 tonight!! Time passed just like a thunder, I'm going to blow the 15th-time candles on the Birthday Cake of mine, 15 years I've lived in this warm-family, this country, this earth... In this 15 years, "what I've learn? what I've know about life? WHOM I've to thank to? ...."

I answer:" A LOT! until I can't finished it! I don't have to say it out, because they're all inside my mind, my heart =) I'll remember them until I take the last breathe. "

"early-- Happy 15th Birthday To Me!" =)

FAST and SHORT post!

2010-07-14T22:10:00.007+08:00

+ ♥Dear Choir Members,

Tomorrow will be our state level competition, please take it serious and do the best tomorrow! I really wish to get the 1st again this year! We walked through a long long "road" hardly there're with a lot of stones and rocks! But at the same time, we have our sweetest memories along the "stony" road! It's because of our teamwork! We walked through it successfully! Well, lets do our BEST tomorrow! ♥I love y'all! +

and next here, somebody were seriously pissed me off today! I really hate those idiot, especially those who like to laugh at our choir and our conductress! Their stupid action and behaviour! Even bring disgraces to our school! I told AiKee during the practice:"I really wish to FUCK those people who are laughing at our conductress!" YES I REALLY DO! I wish I can FUCK them as loud as I can! as FREE as I can! I want to take this opportunity to curse them badly & full with poisonous! Their behaviour were absolutely disgraceful!! ya, this behaviour match them! the word DISGRACEFUL is "specially dedicated" to those non-educated students!

Fallin' in ♥Love♥

2010-07-10T20:36:00.004+08:00

Heyya, This is the first time that I'm not forcing myself to write blog for this few months xP and I am here again to share, someone that has been attracted me and made me fallin in ♥LOVE with him! Here, this is ♥HIM - ♥Taeyang from BigBang.

♥

owh, how cute x)!

Hell yeah, I couldn't expect I'll fall in ♥ with HIM! :O you know, Korean Pop Songs are getting very very HOT nowadays. And same time, most of my friends were already listening to Korean Pop Songs of those famous korean singer group such as Super Junior, Shinee, Beast, Girl Generation, BigBang, 2NE1..more a few months ago. But at that time, those songs didn't arouse my curiosity, because I think that I can't feel such 'feeling' in the song, I can't get into the song, since I can't even know what are they singing.

Fortunately, our 'dance' lets me know him, because we had used one of his song(Look At Me) in our remix dance. So after that, I started keep an eye on his group BigBang and his songs! So yeah, I started falling in ♥ with him x)

I downloaded some of his songs, here I introduce the song I ♥ the MOST -- Wedding Dress! with touching rhythm! Check it Out below!

too boring - as usual

2010-07-09T20:19:00.006+08:00

Okay, I'm currently feeling so bored and trying to find out some blogs or other's fb profile for myself to spend the time, since I've been lost my mood on FACING books, so I on Facebook instead of face book(face to books)! But lastly, seems found nothing? People seldom update their blog as me too! owh, and I finally come back to here and have some words here!

My mind seems like a lot of things to share to you guys, but I don't know what to share now ): pardon me, I'm such a contradictory person! okay ! I'll try to find something else to post out here!

This Tuesday, our choir team went to KLCC, The Hall of Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra, for the recording of the state anthem of Negeri Sembilan! omg, sounds so grand right?! yes, no joke! It's really grand! I'm sure this is one of the experiences that I couldn't forget until to the end of my life! Because of choir, I learnt a lot! I gained a lot of experiences! Because of choir, ... Just because of choir, just because of we got champion at the state level competition in the year 2008, we got the opportunity to sing during the Yamtuan's inauguration! we got the opportunity to sing with Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra , with those musical instruments that I've never seen before, never hear before! We're very lucky, to have this precious opportunity! :) Thank God, Thank Choir, Thank Mr.Yong. ...-end-

Oh yea, my friends and I were discussing about a trip after PMR exam. Decide to go Penang this time, honestly, I never go Penang before! LOL, stop laughing!! okay actually we're going to go with the 24-people bus, because - 1. we can't even find enough people to go with 40-people bus [hmm, I think we never ask those people from the other classes :X ] 2. we want to sit more comfort since the 24-people bus's seats are more wide and comfort compare to those 40-people bus! But too bad, my friend said that 24-people bus will be very expensive! LOL! I knew it should be! So if the fee is too expensive, we'll change our plan maybe! Either change the destination or the bus! As you know, not everyone can afford the expensive fee ( include me)! So the fee must be affordable, around RM 300 is enough I think! okay, topic- end!

What would be the next? ok, thinking*~.

I found some blogs that are belonging to some leng nui from one of my friend's blog! But they're all posted in Chinese, and they're all write about L.O.V.E ==! I'm not saying that they don't know English ok! please don't misunderstood! I mean, I wish to find a blog that can attract me and it was posted in English! Since my English is not good, I must read other's one to improve myself isn't it? some more, I am not interest at all to know about those unknown people's love story and because they're only posting the same thing! they're all the SAME! ==~ here I found one more reason why I seldom update my blog, because I've no inspiration, and I don't want to write the same thing always, for prevent my blog become so DULL!

Well, I want to inform all readers, I'll not be active in blogging since trail exam, PMR exam, lot exams are around the corner! See ya guys! Have free time will update again!♥

Luff,

Carolicious♥

dissatisfy of something.

2010-07-01T20:53:00.003+08:00

If you're following my FACEBOOK, you'll know that I keep on writing about some people who were making me pissed off! and hell yeah, I DO NOT DENY that sometimes I'm being such RUDE and SATIRICAL. But please, I will never apologize up to those words that I've been spoken out from my mouth! They're not qualify to control or complain regarding my status everytime! They're behaving like an idiot and you know, those people who are NOT ~~FAMOUS~~ would like to make themselves become famous by using such stupid way. I cannot bear to see or hear anyone criticizing or laughing at others [especially myself or my friends] UNDER THE STAGE, when others are performing on the stage! This is a very stupid behavior and they never respect those people who are performing on the stage! So, I'll not feel sorry to those people who were criticized by me with rude and satirical words because they do behaving excessively to us!

I would like to have these words to the "猪揽肉" , her gang of SISTA , and same time her jerk boy:

Stop pretending! I knew that you purposely told one of my friend that you all were laughing at my friend that day! Well, I do so. I purposely write something that make you guys hesitate and such rude in my Fb. Huh, I can't expect that you still being so cheeky and dare to ask my friend again what are we mentioning in fb, some more, you asked WHO IS LAUGHING! F you! good in acting huh! But this kind of acting is that SHITTY! well, nevermind, I was wondering, is that you don't even fully understand what I'm talking about since I wrote them in English. oh ya, I knew, as your E. Standard, I can forgive you guys' stupidness~ like what Meizhen's say, we must understand and consider those uneducated Brute! haha! so the next day, I PURPOSELY wrote in Cantonese. Now you guys knew what I'm mentioning! such STUPID~some more, ask one of your friend come and scold us "你没有油啊?"~LOL! but wait, she doesn't scold in front of us and WE never heard that you did scold ? your voice too SOFT? LOL c'mon! DOESN'T SEEMS LIKE YOU NEH, "霸杂婆?" same as your mum!?" so I dont know whether is that the real one~But I don't care, I can say that, I dont deny that I own FATS in my body, but NOT as MUCH as yours one! "even take photo also can see it, "LAYER BY LAYER", plus, dare to post those photos to fb too! wooo! I admire your BRAVERY! oh please! just delete them la! brought disgrace on facebook MEH!

huh~ I think it's enough~ doesn't get any award if I write more~ ==

Well, I think everyone will meet this kind of person in daily life! Don't give a damn to them! Just utter anything that I dont like! dissatisfy! They can't do anything to me! Pardon me readers, I am such a person! :P

dissatisfy mood,

Carolicious

our Dance♥

2010-06-27T13:50:00.010+08:00

And it's finally, it's end, D: no more daily practice just like previous, the lesser time we can meet each other, the lesser laughter for each day, the more stress and pressure in our daily life. yes, it's end, we got it end with cheers and happiness, we got it end with better friendship :) I can only say that you guys are ROCKS! so glad to know you guys! You all bring a lot of happiness and changes to my life :D

Dance, although I didn't did well this time, I don't feel regret! It brings me unforgetable memories, experiences, friendship that others will never have &... etc~ Thank you guys♥

I wouldn't let go any chance to perform with you guys =) , hope you do so! ♥♥ love y'all~

Me Me! :)

♥Me in curly hair x( looks even older!

宝珠姐♥♥

J'son

I ♥ his hair x)

Mao

with best friend's Bf :P

with the most CHIO boy!

♥darling xD

Jackson~

my best dancing partner ever♥ ^^

the cutest actor of "达浪"！

Ah Feng [ he looks like chipmunk, ain't it?] xD

Kalyn~

Danny~

Nerd Carol :P

SMILE :)

"sailormoon" Yun ♥

:B both with Bunny Teeth ♥

Best Best friend♥

Nana♥

♥in my room :)

bought a new PINK lens x)

I ♥ it but it's not obvious enough :O [ a bit disappointed X( ]

check it out.

with flash light.

peace ^^v

it's not hair dye :X can be wash off one!

pardon my make up ==" damn heavy!!

and one Paloriod photo taken by MeiZhen's Fujiflim♥

latest updates

2010-06-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

Hello human, aiks, really lazy to updates blog adi =X one day, 24 hours, not enough for me!! so, you can imagine how many works, thing I need to do! well, do you think that I still have my free time to have an update? even Facebook~ I've been one week didn't log in to it~ never touch my pc, never on my modem D: so this is the first time I online in this week! Even during holiday, I seldom online ~ after back from my trip, the whole week, I've lots tuition and practicing new dance for tomorrow's performance! plusss, I don'g go jog for 1month ++ adi :( promise myself to updates after trip, but I really have no time to log in to my BLOGGER!

Well, I "re-updates" the experiences and my amazing holidays that I have went through with you guys now.

My exam ended on the 4th of June, and we baked cookies and muffins until the 10pm of that night! :( never have our dinner that day~ the next day, we went to the trip that we've been looking forward for few weeks^^first station, P.D, went to beach, took a lot of photos, played beached volleyball, played banana boats, have BBQ at night and my gang and I have prepared the tastyyyylicioussss spaghetti + cheesing mushroom soup for all~ then, have a surprising bday celebration to 2 girls [ Bao & Fiona ] :) woke up early in the morning on the second day, went to Sunway Lagoon Water Park. At Sunway Pyramid, I couldn't expect, I met my net friend there =) "I am so glad to met you, CCY!" and hell yeah, got ICE-SKATING with friends =) so FUN and enjoy it much and much ! I love you guys, hope to have more chances to be with you guys together again!

On the second week of holiday, I went to awesome scouts camp! yes, it's really interesting , adventurous, amazing~ I enjoyed very much during the camp, with my dearest friends all around~ went into jungle at the first NIGHT~ we have funny dramas, adventurous commando games, enjoyable station games, beautiful night with camp fire, amazing dancing on the desk, horror and tiring night, because I didn't sleep on the second night~..There're more ... n more! :)

I think that's all~ I just "simplify" all of it that I have went through during my holiday! and tomorrow, I'll try my best to dance well *nobody + lollipop + look at me*~ =) Jiayou guys~

pls view the photos of my trip at my FACEBOOK !

luff,

Carolicious :D

Amazing "Shop" for GROCERY and I ♥ on9 SHOPPING!

2010-05-21T21:27:00.011+08:00

Today, I'm here to share something interesting xD~ actually I managed to share on last night but unfortunately, I was too TIRED and went to sleep at about 9+ ! Why I am tired? Because, I had gone to hyper market to buy all the groceries that are needed for our trip to PD and Sunway!(I know you'll ask me why we do buy them too early, actually it's because our mid-term exam is fall on 31-4 of June, and our trip is on 5 of May! In fact, we have no time to buy them anymore after our exam! ok it's the reason! =D) yeehee! We bought a lot of things that are unexpected!! you could not expect how MUCH is it!! Eg: Ingredients for baking muffins and cookiesss, Ingredients for cooking Spaghetti, Snacks, Instant noodles, and my fav♥all the time- OREO COOKIE!![yeeheee, MAD LOVE!] and ya, ishhhshit, I want to complain the shitty stupid guard in the hyper market because he forbid us bringing along the recipe book of baking cookies into the hyper market! I wonder why we cannot bring it along into the Hyper Market!! the stupidest LAW that I've never seen! add some trouble for us, because we have to use our hand phone to take some photos of the ingredients that are needed on those pages!! and some more, I really cant expect that we've shopped for about 2hours [from 4.30pm until about 6.30pm!] it RAINS HEAVILY PLUS there're FULL TROLLEY of GROCERIES!! GOD! Have no choice anymore, we still have to put all the things into the car and get ourselves into the car as fast as we could! :S you can see how "much" things that we've bought at the photos below!

Secondly, my friends & I fall in love with online shopping and I love those colour lens so much nowadays! MeiZhen helped me to bank in total RM88 to the seller that sells lens through online! hey, dont misunderstood! We're not buying lens again! xD we're just buying the superb kawaii lens case! xD I cant wait to receive it!!!!!! and it's PINK Hello Kitty's one! cost only RM12[not include postage]! mad KAWAII you know!? and I have paid for NaNa instead as her Birthday present since her birthday is coming very very soon! =) and my sis's Birthday is coming very very soon too!! I dunno what to buy as a birthday gift? "hey, chelle Jie , what present do you want?" xD and today, my friends asked me to help them order 3 pairs of lens! -Dizon eye Blue, -Pop.C Light Brown & -Princess Nudy Grey! awww~ they just make me wants to buy another new one! x_x!! okok, control myself!! :P is reaching the serious level to BANKRUPT!

I knew you'll LIKE it!! so cute right?!!! I'll have the PINK HELLO KITTY! :D

Ingredients for baking my mad love muffins and cookies! [7 bar of BUTTER are in the refrigerator!] :S

3/4 of them! there're still some "frozen foods" in the refrigerator!!

yeeehee my eyes *blush xD

with grey contacts, not obvious right? D:

this doesn't looks like me I know :S!

but look properly, is really me!! ):

Wednesday's Post

2010-05-19T22:56:00.005+08:00

If you don't hope to ~~HURT~~ anyone, well, please just SHUT UP! Don't try to utter any word! Because those words are really irritating ok?! STOP taking "Fooling People" as a habit to makes yourself feel happier! Because you did make the ONE who fooled by you feel totally UPSET!

No No guys, I'm not angry~ I just suddenly feel that I want to vent out those "unhappiness" in my mind! because I got fool by someone today! I don't deny that I knew that they're just joking and kidding around, but they don't know sometimes those words and sentences really make me feel upset! yes you can joke with me , kidding with me. But please don't use to be ~~TOO OVER~~ ok?! plus, sometimes I'm already shown my depressed but you never notice! Friends are Friends! Could not use to be OVER too! Learn to notice the "situation" and people's expression every time! Not everyone is the kind of person that do not have temper! I hope you guys understand and think properly after seeing these. I did not mean to say these out purposely, I just express what's in my mind! Be understanding. Thank you.

Went to dental check up at the hospital nearby my school today, for my "Orthodontic" appointment due to my unsatisfied teeth and jaws, so I want to have "Orthodontic"!! Is so suffer when the dentist try to put something just like "clay" into my mouth to make out another "statue" of my teeth and jaws! The "clay" is so disgusting but fortunately it contains chewing gum's taste :) The next appointment will be at the end of month JUNE. The dentist said in 1 month time, I have to go S'ban hospital to have a X-ray of my whole mouth and must bring along the X-ray to the dentist when I go for the next appointment :O .. yea, hope to have "Orthodontic" asap!! I want a BETTER look :S! Kay, it's time to sleep! gotta go, good night my dear readers! ♥

first time wearing contact lens :)

2010-05-15T20:50:00.004+08:00

Heyyy guys, back to share something interesting xD~ I've bought a pair of contact lens thru net last week (luckily my mummy didn't scold me although she knew adi xD, ok dont worry, I'll take good good care of my eyes! =D) , and I received it on yesterday, oh my godness, I'm so excited and I really dunno how to wear it :P! so, I decided , went to NaNa's house and wear it~ at least she can teach me the way to put it inside to my eye ball @@.. But, so miraculous, the first eye, I tried 3-4 times, yay, finally~ the second eye, tried the first time, -- OK DONE xD~ isshh, so excited and ! the most important is - my eyes look even BIGGER and ATTRACTIVE! first time having the gray colour iris! mad love! but I decide to have BLUE next time xD love itt~ hmm, I think, taking out the contact lens is harder than putting it inside to my eyes , and I take more time to take it out from my eyes! D: and everytime after I take it out, my eyes will become red ): due to my sensitive eye ? maybe.!

here are some photos with my "lovely lens" xD

BIGGER? aint it?!

with flash light, more obvious!

it looks like blue but actually it is gray =)

Dueba Crystal iGrey

p/s: sorry for the lesser updates of my blog, because Iam busy and there's nothing to write about this few days since I'm busying for assignment and otherss etc.. pardon me thanks! at least I completed 2 assignments, left 2 more to go! ~ wish me good luck ~ add oilll~! looking forward to the 2 weeks holidays in JUNE~ "Bake delicioussss cookies, cakes, muffins, trip to P.D and Sunway, beach BBQ, and intesting camping"! xD

Luff,

Carolicious.

long long update!

2010-04-30T21:27:00.007+08:00

Hello readers,firstly, I know I'm suppose to apologize , for my "disregard" to you guys and my lil blog T-T I'm so sorry ok. and now, I dunno where to start from D: ok, I'll try my best to share out everything that I've went through these 2 weeks.

At first, I'm such an unlucky girl , you know why, I AM SO PISSED OFF! because my specs was GONE!! That was my new specs and I've not been used it for more than even 1 month! I am mad freaking SAD and ANGRY to myself! I'm pretty sure it was stolen by an idiot JERK. BUT I've no choice anymore T-T that's because of my careless, I left it at school, in my table drawer D: but my class's door is always LOCKED after school what! I've no idea why it'll gone!! and THOSE idiot thief is really greedy and brainless! even specs, they want it also!! >:( makes me scold by mummy T-T but luckily mummy agreed to bought a new specs for me! I gonna take this opportunity to curse the thief who stole away my specs! god bless me!! He/She will never have a well life in the future! >:(!!

Next one, yay the district level choir competition was passed~and too "pity", there're only 2 schools took part in this competition and don't guess anymore, we'll take the first place for this competition =P and the next station[state level competition] is- PD[Port Dickson]! :DD.. and the same time, our choir club hold a trip to P.D yay, so glad that mummy allow me to go =DDyay yay yay~ one more thing, my mummy told me that maybe we're going to Hatyai again on the end of May :S Hatyai again ~ lols!~ a shooooooppiiiing palace for those shopaholic such as meeeee! xD and I miss the food there muchie

♥ , but it reminds me somethings that affect my mood, but just fine, i will force myself not to think about it anymore, it's really stupid! u're useless, never treasure the thing u have, never comply ur promises! no different with a CHEATER!! LIAR!! YES iam definitely good now!! so u better piss off from my life~

Erhmm, and today, my school's canteen day, my gosh! I ate a lot and I'm SOOO freaking FULL!! too bad I'm freaking mad tired after I backed home and I'm not feeling well D: feel like wanna sick, guess what D: I think I'm going to sick? arr, no, I must drink more water now, dont sick~ dont sick! :S. have to take good care of myself adi, not only feeling sick , and those pimples on my pity face! i really hate it!! sobs sobs~ promise to do my "美丽日记mask" tonight =P *ishh..relax...*

This is a long long post and I'm feeling quite tired when typing all of theseee x( so I've to stop here and I'll update my lil bloggie when there's anything happened, if not I've to do this again , so tired and I could not write everything completely, because sometimes, I forgotten what I want to "vent out"!! so, here, that's all~

p/s:: yeaa today is 30th of April, the movie - IP MAN 2 is show in CINEMA now~~ i want to watch :(~~~ I WANT I WANT~ xD

Luff,

Carolicious.

i'm sorry readers.

2010-04-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

I'm really sorry to all my readers, because I've no free time to updates my lil dear bloggie! and making all of you felt disappointed on me T-T !! I'm kinda busy for all the stupid assignment and e.t.c this few weeks/ months!! and some more, my mid-term exam is coming yet soon ): I've no more time to blog, even Facebook!! I really have a lot of things that I really want to share!! okay guys, I promise to update this lil blog in this weekend!! forgiveeee me plss ♥you all .

xOxo,

Carolicious♥

beHAPPY

2010-04-14T21:01:00.005+08:00

没有原因的，被伤了；可是知道原因后，又被伤一次。有时伤心时，也只能伪装，装没事，可是发觉自己的心还在隐隐地痛…算了，都已经过去了，习惯就没事了:)

really hurt sometimes,

but I'm trying to ..

be forgiving,

I always say : I AM OKAY!

but sometimes I'm ~~NOT~~

really weak sometimes, feel helpless!

have nothing else to say anymore.

let it go~ pass.. a little thingy of the PAST~

it's just a bad bad lesson in my life,

because I'm being too stupid..being fool..

I'll be careful next time :)

good luck and take care!

beHAPPY, :)

Carolicious.

meet with lil Nienie♥

2010-04-11T14:35:00.005+08:00

haa, yesterday morning went breakfast with Q Lil NieNie..

oh god,, she seems big gurl adi xD...

and she likes to play my "baby"-phone!

keep capturing here and there with my phone~~ :O

and here's some photos of the cutie :)

camwhore by herself! @-@

"zu zoi" like she always do :D

3" :)

yeee, this one is soo cute. her cute hair was tied by me xP

sweeties♥

and GOSH, I went to spectacles shop to have a check-up for my eyes.

D: I've short-sightedness and astigmatism ..

the guy suggested me to wear specs since I'm feeling dizzy when I'm looking somethings sometimes! :(

sobs.. doesn't look nice when Imma wearing a specs ):

one word for myself - NERD!

xoxo,

Carolicious♥

time for blogging

2010-04-09T21:15:00.005+08:00

Nothing special happens to me in this few days, perhaps I'm kinda busy these weeks, well, I'm definitely fine ya.. Thanks to those who caring me :) though i say so, but there have been a lots of problems occured to one of my friend. haiz, yea, she's my friend, but I think I should say these to her: I know that he's wrong, rather than u, but have u think properly? sometimes, u're wrong too~! maybe u never told us about ur mistake, about what u've done wrongly.. that's why we keep standing at your side all the time.! and support u always. But just now, someone told me that you're a troublemaker.. and then I realize something! yess, you're.. I should not fully trust u, because u never tell the truth sometimes! don't u? so, please just stop, stop the war, stop the quarrel.. In this kind of situation, u should be more generous, forgiving, and consider this matter as a really bad experience,perhaps.. I think u would be better! and WE too~ If we continue the quarrel, there'll be NO happy , peace ending! will be WORSE! Because, everyone's suffering in this "war".. no one will feel even better! That was a thing of a past already, just let it go, let it pass~ you can find even a better person..

Oh yea, really really sorry to my baby-M.Zhen!! I've promised her to lend her my sleeping bag since she's goin' a camp, but she said she absent school today, so she'll come to my house and take it from me at 1.10p.m. ! but I reach home at 1.15p.m. today D: there were a missed call and a msg : Just now I go ur house, nobody there. So, nvm la. Coz ..(her cousin) sacrifices his sleeping bad to me haa! anyway, thx!

OMG! I feel really sorry and I .. 不守信用~..argh!! but luckily =) she's still at sch, havent depart yet ~ and I rush to school to give her the sleeping, felt better after I gave my sleeping bag to her :D! and then rush to tuition at 1.30p.m.!! omg.. really "on the double"!! sweat my whole body x(! arx, sorry ya baby xP, stay strong in ur "torturing camp" xD haha!!

Luff Luff,

carolicious♥

""不要酱八！"" by GSL :DD !

2010-04-07T21:15:00.006+08:00

haaa! share something that is written by my friend here! it's damn funny and it's a super duper suitable "poem" which is "specially dedicated" for one of my FUGLY and SMELLYYYYY teacher xD~ a person who never take care of her HYGIENE well, with owning a lot of "..." and never clean them well!!! some more, she wear the same clothes to school ALWAYS!! besides, she own the "UNPLEASANT SMELL" that's always making me suffocate!! She talks to us with her disgusting face expression and acting that she's so "fierce" ~She's still young I know, about 30++? she has Sterility?*somebody told me this!* But I wondering is she having menopause? Because she always see red suddenly and got well in a short time!! LOL~

here ::

虽我个子不算大，
但我一点也不傻！
你的一声-“不要酱PAT！”
人人听了笑翻车！

有人说你毛一扎，
淅沥沙拉满天洒，
臭屁狐狸全是她，
是我拔腿就跑啦！

半夜鬼敲门，
开门看见不是人，
如果你是蔡少芬，
我会给你一百分！
但若你说你是她，
元宝蜡烛跟你分！

我是好心跟你说，
你却说我很八卦！
我是拿你没办法，
真想把你眼一挖！

他人说你腋毛多，
但我从来没看过；
我说你是“KA LAT 婆”，
好听说成“黑森林”！

你那LC的样子，
自以为是母老虎，
别以为能吓唬我，
其实猪狗都不如！
只会说些狗屁话，
看似个mashimaro！

看你那么的可怜，
又剩最后一摊血！*(menopause)
晴天突来暴风雨，
我们这些无辜人，
被骂得狗血淋头！

我替朋友说一声，
大家说我义气足；
你却说我很八卦，
我不管！我爱说！
看你又能奈我何？！

Written by::

Ong Zhiming & Fiona Tan

guess what? haahaa.. for me, this is quite interesting! Because I can't expect that my friends could using this "poem method" to insult the person that we really hate!! yea, very creative!! keep it up man! :D

I want to be professional !

2010-04-04T22:22:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I really feel LONELY D:.. Hey, do not get me wrong, I don't need a boyfriend as my companion right now! because you know, single is my best choice! "I don't need a MAN!" x)

Continue*,and yes, I'm feeling so lonely now x(, the first reason, there're ~~no more~~ sisters staying with me nowadays.. all of them were at outstation for work and study.. It's not like few years ago, I'm still small, with primary school's life, simple, happy and always having my elder sister[s] to accompany :) but who realize, time fly really fast, I've been being alone, with no more sisters's accompanying for about 3 years D:! though they''ll still coming back at weekend sometimes, but the time that they're staying here is really SHORT!! I can feel it, it's just like 1 night time! and I really miss them sometimes :O, I really DO! and I'm missing them right now ! so much ~

Secondly, I think my thought is getting mature, serious! :X* as i think~For me, there're no more ~~childhood~~ in my life nowadays. I really miss my childhood in this moment. and today, when I'm on my way back after praying, daddy's car stop and waiting for traffic light, I saw a little baby boy with his mother carrying him, inside a car which was also waiting for the traffic light. The cute little baby boy, keep looking at me, and smile to me:)and, I smiled..:) and I keep thinking, How nice to be a little child, a baby:), they're always simple, happy , innocent; no ~~stress~~, no ~~burden~~..

But, sorry Carol, stop your day-dreaming :O, there're a lot of things are still waiting for you, to strive for it, to sacrifice for it, to put much much effort on it! ; If you don't, there'll be NO success in all life time! I must learn to be stronger, be tough.. though how lonely you're, you still have to be brave and face to everything! though how hard the journey is, don't uttered any cry of despair! I hope I can do this, though it seems so impossible, I'll still try my best. Try to remind myself to think positively always!

and I told myself : " I want to be professional ! "

Luff,

carOl♥

Confusing

2010-04-03T14:57:00.011+08:00

I am chitchatting with my friends at school yesterday, and we talk about our school, yes no doubt, my school is not good at all anymore! with this type of principal and teachers that are never respect to students.. no matter how intelligent they are, but their disrespect to the students was really challenging our tolerance.. so I think, this school is no longer good for me adi?

So, I really hope that I can change school after my PMR. But when I tell my mum, she seems like don't agree. ya, i know, Firstly, I have no idea with which school is more suitable for me if I really want to change school. Because, u know, I born and raised in this small town and there're only ONE [chinese] secondary school here! Secondly, if I really want to change school, I'll transfer to a school which is located far away from my hometown, that's mean I must stay in hostel? that's mean I need more money for the living expences, is it? But , not every family can afford a larger expenditure! Thirdly, somebody told me that a school's bad or good doesn't affect us entirely if I be stronger and strive for my future. is this real? I don't know~! But in another view, someone told me maybe I'll be better after I change school~

And yeah, I want a school which allows student not to choose Chinese Sub in exam! because I'm NOT ~~interested~~ in ~~CHINESE SUBJECT~~! I'm really fed-up because I get the lowest mark for my Chinese test among all subjects! *sign...* I'm really really confused now! keep thinking about this matter from yesterday..!

Readers, just give me any suggestion[s] , or comment[s] upon this post, thank you!

p/s:: I back to school for the choir practice today, and Mr.Yong was backed to listen to our songs :) and I've more confidence now, because he corrected our mistake and we can sing even better now! Really thanks to Mr.Yong. He's the one who built up this choir team, the one who led us went thru a lot of competitions and performances :) and I think I'm quite lucky to have this chance to joined this choir team, it brought me a lot of unforgettable memories, friendship, experience and more ! :) am grateful to what choir has given to me!

Luff,

Carolicious♥

photo only!

2010-04-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

haaaa,,,sorry guys! I forgot that I say I will upload the photos of my lil blinky thingy last time! now I only realize D:

haa, u see my lil baby? :D spend me 3hours! from 1am-3am .. YAWN!!

do you want to have one? it's quite cheap~ whole thingy cost RM13.90 only :D

thing[s] needed: tweezer, your hand, your spirit, your patient, your creativity and time! xD

somemore, you can create some patterns you like.. eg: heart shape, ribbon..more!

get-cha! I like this necklace soo muchie! but too bad!! the lil ribbon lost!!!, when I'm playing freaking crazy at the FUN FAIR with them! T-T

bought both of these lovely item at Bonita =D love blinky things much much until you'll never know how much I love them!!! and I love PINK too! PINK! you know? =)

what a COPYCAT again!

2010-04-01T22:06:00.004+08:00

gosh, you're totally a copycat! omg, i can't believe that you always like to copy everything from others, even a blog post! don't u have ur own point to write? huh?If u really did't have ur point to write anything? Just leave ur blog there lar! oh please, stop saying that u'll update it often! because YOU'RE NOT!! that's not ur POST! u COPIED FROM OTHERS! and- If ur think that ur English is not good, just write in Chinese la WEI! my god, u're the worst copycat that I've never seen before!

you know? and you're really stupid, u copied , but u never check the original post properly! and we caught you! omg!! too stupid!! TOO! some more, u just COPY and PASTE the whole paragraph completely, never cut any sentence or word! straight away PUBLISHED! I can confirm how STUPID you're! haiz.. how PITY~ !

for dear friend :D

2010-03-31T22:28:00.005+08:00

dear JingYi,

Hey girl,:D! u know ? actually you don't have to say "thank you" adi~ cause u adi said a lot of times! I'll always replying "you're definitely welcome" once u say "thank you"~ seriously, as your best friend, I must help you if i can isn't it? We must help each other and learn the merit from each other ! stop saying thank you to me for teaching you English :P hmm, actually my English is not good too! I can't even speak well and blog in English well! some more, i'm using -BROKEN-ENGLISH- sometimes yearhh~ don't always be scare of English, you must try to speak, and you'll learn! don't worry, it's okay if u have mistake.. :D you must have your confidence always! and always remember this " EVERYONE LEARNS FROM MISTAKE! " I'll try my best to help u~

arryaaar, I helped you to change your blogskin :) I hope u'll like it ! ahh, spend me a lot of time and thought to edit the HTML![paiseh still not expert YET] but it's okay :) because I like to do that ~ same time improve my skill in editing html, know more about it xD it's nice to setting up the rules and promises for myself with you ! :D but a lot of them seems so IMPOSSIBLE! well, just try to obey it lar! at least it's one of the "promote force" to our lifes! *remind us to be obedient everytime, remind us to treasure everything all the time, strive for success and MORE! :)

click to see ur lil diary!

tell me your comment after that (:

xoxo,

Carolicious!

not in the well mood!

2010-03-29T22:08:00.014+08:00

Sorry readers, I'm totally moody today! I think I'm not in the mood to blog anything today, because when I open this "posting" page, I feel so lazy and moody to write anything, but I've a lot of things that I really want to vent out here! I guess I'm just pretending that I'm OKAY, I'm HAPPY the whole day! it has been a long time I didn't feel like this . why? I don't know!

although I'm moody, but who cares? LOL! I think everyone think that I'm STRONG, I'm SMART.. , but sometimes, they don't know, I'm really weak. I don't dare to express it out because I am very keen on "face-saving". this is LEO! yes, I'm trying to be STRONG and SMART! and sometimes, I'm being so rude, ok i'm sorry! because I'm trying to protect myself.. because I could not control myself~! and sorry I broke my promise , " do not be impulse! "

and somehow, I heard someone's giving their "insulting" critique regarding my blog post.. ISH, i'm adi accustomed to it! so, I consider not to import my blog post to FB anymore, because there're a lot of narrow-minded people there! I asked myself not to care about it, yes I'm trying! and I'm adi trying to calm down! well, i guess, this would be the last post that I imported to FB~

To those people who insult me ::

ha! please piss off, here's my webpage not yours, any problems with my posts? arr, c'mon! just give me comment directly, don't insult me at my back, do you know, you're doing such meaningless , lame things! you jealous? isn't it? don't be so narrow-minded larh~ aiks, never mind, I'll forgive you, because you're still in your childish thinking yet :D and some more, you're .. ~~brainless~~ :P kaka

Luff,

Carolicious♥

♥iamcarolicious.blogspot.com

p/s: I never notice that I adi write a lot! omg!